Kewl! Kewl! KEWWWWWLLLLLL

Jolyn went to isetan today after my dental appt! Went to buy kaixin's burfday gift:) it was this pretty pretty atas looking donald duck notebook:) there are like 10 designs in it:) and all the designs looks super kewt and pretty! Actually there was this baby mickey version but the sides were tattered and mehmehmeh so yup! it was not a feasible gift for kaixin! So my dad when to queue and paid while i continued shopping at the cheelen's sections:) AND I FOUND SYLVANIAN FAMILIES!

Poor little chicky trapped in the cage:(

Coolios triple decker bed!  So quaint and kewt! There were actually small little details at the side of the bed!

This was the first furniture that cuaght my eye! wooood <3

HAHAH KEWL LITTLE BALDIES

XIAO HEI IS SO EXTRA! HAHAH

BUNNY WUNNY ON THE BIKEY!

SO LATELY I HAVE BEEN STAYING UP SUPER LATE TO PLAY SIMS( SIMS FREE PLAY ON IPHONE) I always "fast forward" the time by changing the dates on my iphone calendar, is a kind of cheat! This way, my sims wil earn more money. I get so eggcited abt the whole process and I cant wait for my kewt little toddlers to grow:)

 

 

toodles<3

mini birthday celerbration 3

Went to thomson to meet my pretty kaixin and sarah weiqi tan! <3 Ketchup with them abt alot alot of stuffs! it has been ages since I met them, especially kaixin!! Kaixin gave me this pweety pweety lime green card:) The envelope was folded into this super kewt heart shape:) Her birthday is coming soon! gonna mail her, her bdae card! hope she likes ittt <3 We went to habitat coffee cafe! The place is super quaint and kewl! love the atmosphere like mad, theres like this tiny stairs that leads up to another platform and tada! my lovelies were there, i didnt really expect them to give me any surprises though, but zooweemama! after our pasta, there came a piece of rum oreo-cheesey cakey with a kewl little red candle floating ( NOT REALLY FLOATING, THIS GUY CARRIED IT TO OUR TABLE) and hahahaha, they sang happy birthday, but it wasnt really complete cuz I gave this look and they thought I felt awkward so they stopped singing, but actually i was damn shocked. I think this is like the first celebration that was super duper unexpected. As in, I had many suprises in the past birthday celerbations too, but i kinda expected, and my 6th sense tells me smth will cfm chop happen!

Yup and we ketchuped abt our future trip to thailand, kaixin f21 loots etc. Oh and I was quite sad today in the pm, like really very mehhh:(

I offered to help munchin to choose her timetable since she was in penang. okay chop chop curry pork, shall just say the gist of the situation. Actually, mc was in tb26, i alr help her in my computer a, and my computer b was loading so slowly, so in e end i was not in tb26 and when i refresh there was no tb26, so yup, i was panicking balbla, plus my mum suddenly called the house phone, then my iphone, like wts, i alr told her im gonna choose class at that timing, and she called, okay prolly she just old and forgetful, but yup, that added and accumulated my stress level, then wadsapp buzzzz, cuz everybody was like asking so how wassit? and im like shit, wad to do, my poly class in sem 1 is alr super sucky and I was damn scared history would repeat, but in e end, mc became same class as me tb25 cuz i was careless and blur and irresponsible, i forgot to loggout of her acc and assumed her acc was mine, ahya cant b bothered to say it in detail cuz i have alr repeated wad happened to like 1000 ppl alr, so yeah, now im feeling damn guilty, although is not my fault, cuz i doublt mc will get in to her 26 even if she in penang cuz her network is lousy pork, but yeah... I should be responsible for my own actions la, is like values, and yeah...

shortly after, went to xyz house to download sleeping dog:O HAHAHA, yeah, instead, i brought my lousier com so he told me the game was not suitable for it, only my fujitsu can install it, it wasnt a wasted trip though, cuz we ketchuped alot, like 2 hr plus plus and i repeated my silly mistake i did, kinda make me felt better telling many ppl about it, but it didnt really lessen my guilt though. and kiefer jus told me he got into food trail.. MEHHHHHHHHHHHH :( I got into nothing but a pile of mess

mini birthday celebration 2

 

Yup! above is my new wallpaper for my desktop, Im gonna make a point to source for pretty new, refreshing peektures to brighten my desktop wallpaper and motivate myself to study:) so pweety right! the rainbowish, gradient, colours:)

and the first and second pic! looks so quaint and cozy:) is definitely one place i wanna go for my honeymoon:) or my dream:( it would definitely be lovely if i have such a pretty shop too:) like a boutique, oh anyway, kinda got the feel to design clothes and source for my manufacturers and sell pretty clothes and vintagey, cute items in my boutique:)

so today, had mini celeration 2 wif np peeps(THE FIRST ONE WAS WIF JL, JIAMIN AND THE RESTS AT SWENSENS, BUT THEY SAID IT WASNT A CELERBRATION SINCE THEY DID NOT PREPARE ANY CARDS OR RPESENTS BUT THERE WAS A MINI BAG OF GUMMIES AND CHOCOS FOR ME:) CUZ THEY WANTED TO CHEER ME UP CUZ THAT DAY I WAS DAMNS SAD FOR MY PIANO:( ) SOOO!:) javier was there too, though he is not from beatty, but since he was kinda our friend and elton's bro, so yup! he came! is not very awkward though:) I think everyone did not "not welcome" him or felt any "awkwardness" with him, so yup! and didn knw he was sec 5:O didnt expect these boys to do a card for me, like yeah, literally.. quite shocked to c a card:) cuz boys are like mehmehmeh, esp these bunch of np kids! teehee. we went for shabushabu at bugis, we did not order drinks so we craved for their watermelon like siao till the chef decided to just give us 2 plates of watermelon to save the hassle. 

anyway, I reached early, so i did a retail theraphy by myself at bugis street! holy mama, so many beautiful stuffs only at the last hour:( but I bought a mint chiffon top at only 12!:) quite pretty but yeah.. wanted to buy this hight cut flare pleated top but it was 23:( and lvl 1 really sell damn chio and super duper cheap clothes, I think I will start off wif lvl1 first during my nx trip:) oh btw, lvl 3 kinda sux!

IDIDNTFAILPOA

soooo munchin, kiefer and I played the rank the ppl game ytd, it was so damn funny, come to think of it, I have nt seen/made any kewt friends in ngee ann yet, hmmmmm... oh! and I watched poseidon on funshion, ohmygawd, it was damn naice and the dad sacrificed for his daughter, can feel the love yo! and i kinda dao my ec. and ohmyshit,  i daoed him for like 1 hr plusplus, and he replied ko to me. HAHAHAHA. OKAY. THIS IS DAMN LAME

so i woke up at 7 today, results are gonna be released at 8. so i tried to sleep again, so yeah! at 8 i went to npal, is much better then wad i expected, i expected like a 2. 1 plus for my gpa, but yahoooo, i got a 3.0, but is not really fantastic, actually is damn lousy, but im quite contented, gonna mug and be like a nerd next sem and following sems:) and i tot im gonna fail miec or blaw too, but yay! i didnt. so since im not gonna have a screwed timetable, i decided to retake my grade8 piano:( yeah:( but. YEAH!:)

went for np today, it was still fun, but i think the cadets kinda quite friend wif me, or they abit gonggong, like i was asking C, what is he doing? is he coaching W? then he was like, nope, im looking at W, then K was like yeah! he eye powering, then C said yeah! eye power, so i was like so wad do u think you can do now, is eye powering useful? then he was like there was no instructions, then I went to look for CL so CL was like yup, he teaching him, and now we doing ten guy loop(smth like this), seriously.... hello! C is like eye powering and the correct and model "answer" is to prac his tent guy loops since he is not helping R, mehhh...  prolly peeps might think Im trying to gl cadets or being damn ridiculous but this is definitely not my behaviour/attitude if my CI is gonna question me, and i dun rmbering eye powering this cc lessons, i kept on prac and prac cuz i was damn scared i cannot get the hang of it, and so did the rest of my squadmates, ohwell, kids nowadays,

 prolly this is  bcuz either my el is damn poor, or they just trying to be funny, but somewhat guangliang sometimes dun get wad im trying to say so prolly gonna work on my language and built up some confidence! yay! but parade was quite screwed today i think, and mm did not want to address any issue though, i was quite disappointed cuz i tot he would definitely motivate and push our CL s, cuz when i was a cadet, he never fails to inspire me and make me feel that YEAH! I NEED TO PUSH AND STRETCH MYSELF!

went to coach P on his drills today, actually i think he has alot of potentail even though he skipped np for months/years, but he still can rmb many basic drills which really shows that he has some "xiao chong ming", yup, and he is quite a fast learner too, and at least he shows me some respect.... nope, not some, is alot.

pon np dinner with the ci's today, also dk why but felt that i need some retail therapy.... teeheehee:)

exams

I failed my piano exam. i kinda expected it but im really very sad about it cuz i know i really practiced and practiced and practiced and practiced until there s no end. and i got a super bad feeling that i will fail my poa and have to re take my module. Endless tears just keeps trickling down and trickling down like non stop. supposedly had a dinez date with my friends today but i just cancelled it, i think im gonna sulk for a year again. so many freaking things happen this year, if you think positively, they are very very good stepping stones for me to grow and mature, but if you think negatively, they are just pieces of shitz that pile up that make you depress like shit. im taught and mould to think positively but I just can help thinking the negative side, trying my best to hold back my tears and all, but I just cant stop feeling ashame of myself. I feel so damn freaking guilty towards my parents and my piano teacher, piano is sooo damn freaking expensive and like think my dad just throwed like 10k plus into the sea for only my grade 8 exam, and my teacher... yeah.. and so many people knew i took piano exam and then if i told them i failed, is like ...

anyway, the shit feeling im having now, is not the first time, psle, olevels, sam. yeah, it happened thrice. Now, the feeling is somewhat numb now and i just cant wait to leave this freaking earth.

Np chalet ftw

Jus came back from np chalet! We had games stations and i was one of the ic. I kinda make a boohoo bytelling a grp that my station was one instead of 2! So yup partly kinda screwed cuz of me i think:( ohwelllllll. But it was fun still! But i was alr quite dampen when setting up cuz i was to guard this silly boxes of drinks at this bench and stoned there for hrs. Plus my phone low batt so i cannt waste it! And i think ggl cant really work under stress, as in he is a good leader but he will b quite impatient and sometimes will like do silly things like asking me to guard the drinks which he can mayb set up the drinks station last so we have more manpower and it will be more productive and efficient in setting up the rest lf the stations, and he was quite angsty wif jh, so yeah..

Then tc came, lol. Everybody outcasted the slacker, whole time he wanted ppl to buy alcohol and drink and it was so freaking ex. Like 1 220 ml johnny walker redlabel cuz like 40 plus bucks, bt some donkies still bought and shared wif him and ofc i coped! He bot like 3 bottles! But ae mixed in wif coke, jus that the last bottle. Almost half of it we drank it pure. Then he keep saying we nt steady blablabla, other chalets they will drink like siao, but hello, there s cadets here and is like an npcc event. Stewpid ridiculous! But ohwell, kinda feel guilty for being so mean to him also.

Hahahah. Then we played silly games like fuzzy wuzzy and black magic. Luckily i wasnt the last person to figure out the tactic! Hahaha heng zx came! And zx has ec siolllll! And N was at the chalet too and I was shouting at thetop of my voice" WAAA ZX HAS EC!" lolololol

And then there s ronald, he kinda pissed me off at times, cuz i was wearing fbts, i had no pockets and his berms had like big pockets so i aske him to help me keep it. And then he will b like walau ur cover so dirty and sticky... Then was oh sam wont call u meh? Then everybody gave him the walau look, i think he just trying to be funny lor. But yeah he should learn to use words properly, but anyway, he was quite brooder to acc till quite late cuz he actually wanted to go home early!:) And it was damn awkward wen ggl said that we forever fighting non stop! Like mehhhh...he has ktt!

Tmt was there too! Then yeah! Kept gl ing me. Oh! And we played the chilli chilli thing again! Those ol days! But it was just a short while. Luckily there were nt much cadets and laojiao were at the other side of the chalet so heng! Ahahja and i think he was the mastermind of singing a birthday song for me! It was quite heartening to c
All nco 10/11 tgt under the moon lit, clapping and talking abt stewpid things! And ls even used his feet to
Clap! HAAHAHAHHA!

Jeffrey came! Actually he didnt wanna stay too! But haahhaha i pushed
Him and pleaded him for extension! And he was damn naice! He baked oreo cheesecake and helped us cook! He was suppose to lax and let cadets cook now but i think the cadets like mixed up the tongs and didnt really knw hw to bbq so he quite welfare us yo! Kinda feel guilty for nt givin him
Much attention too! HAHAHA but yeah! Too bad! I ren yuan tai hao! No time
To ketchup wif each and everyone! I really enjoyed the time! The gathering made me feel closer and attached to my squad as well as wanting to push myself to further limits! Anyway, benson taught me many tactics abt dealing wif cadets and many softskills' i kinda didnt really thought well of him
When i was a cadet but today, i gradually started to respect him
As a ci! NPCC FTW

TOODLES!

A mini Date with Jolyn

Today i had an impromptu date with myself! Yup, so, i went to sell this jansport bag to a girl, cuz i think jansport is too common now, so i dunn wanna be the same! I wanna be OUTSTANDING, DIFFERENT! YOU KNOW! So i decided to head to plaza sing and basked in the lovely daiso and spotlight!
ATdaiso! I purchased more fabric tapes:) but i bot the wrong lacedesigned so prolly need to go back soon so i can finish furnishing thy roomie!

AtSpotlight! I had a lovely time there! I was amazed, awed, excited all the time. Those little trincklets! They even sell costumes and this very kewt police badges which made me thought of np! Yeah! And they had an array of costumes, fairy like, piratey like, nun like, etc. i was like prancing on every single object in the shop. And at the wood section, i had many inspirations for birthday presents for my friends! Like there was this wooden tissue box, and this wooden drawers, and as i was surrounded by so many arty farty stuffs, i can deco them! Im sure these lucky friends will beere sooo happy! Since im like so pro at art! And yeah!

Ohgosh! THE SCRAPBOOK SECTION WAS FANTISTIC AND AMAZING! i was actually pondering over if i should purchased this a5 size booklet then consist of many diff pweety papers. And they had very cool themes like smth smth gelato which looks pastelish, and vintagey kind and manh many more! It was 14.99! But i decided to abandon that thought so i can save
money to buy more clothesy!

And they even sell bears that you can diy on! I am so gonna buy it one day and dress him up! Yup! My bears are guys/gays:) no gals:)

And i decided to shop around therafter! And i chanced upon this vintageyshop! I actually walked past it and took a glimpse and then i turn around again and when back! So so so in loveee with that place! The atmosphere felt so happy, cheery, sweet! And the music reallysuited the whole vintgey environment. The music played katy perry fireworks song in a softer, slower tempo. The place was all woody!Y FAVOURITE! i practicallycan just lepak at that place all day long!

Since it was an arty farty day, i had to end of with an arty farty night! So! I worked on my room with my tapes! An decided to do some diy crotchety shorts! I snipped off this old long jeans! And yay! That jeans was highwaisted! I didnt knw too! It was giodarno brand actually and i didnt expect giodarno to be so hip to have hw jeans:) teehee! But only when i snipped it, that jeans really felt highwaisty like. But i sort of ruined it, cuz the crotchet inserts were not identical and had alot of differences:( but ohwell:( i actually wanted to wear that for tmrw s chalet but i think ppl is gonna judge since np ppl are less niang, still contemplating if i should report in fbt or jus some old denim shorts.. Hmmmmm...

And HAHAHAHA KINDER FEEL BAD FOR DAOING MADK! HAHAHA HOPE
HE C THIS! BUT HOOKARES! I THINK I FAIL AN SMS BUDDY. I EVEN DAOED MY EC. LOL. NOT IN A MOOD TO USE PHONE NOWADAYS!

TOODLES!