so basically, just kinda feel that tonight, i needa post something related to inner beauty.
as we grow and mature, i think majority of the people really care and take pride of their outlook and appearance. Not only does one care about their fashion sense, their size, face matters too. sometimes i feel that is really superficial, since inner beauty is often emphasized but rarely recognized. i doubt inner beauty really exist in the majorities' eyes though.
i myself has started to be obsessed by my outlook and appearance too. im used to be really thrifty( not buying this and that, opting for cheaper meals ) and i never ask my parents for more money cuz i want them to spend less too. however, as time goes by, i start to splurge extravagantly, especially, on clothes. i used to spend at least 30 bucks per week on clothes online. half of the time, i dont look good in them, and i have to sell them at a cheaper price. wasting lots and lots of money accumulatively.
my old habit of being really thrifty and saving was no longer in me. i really need tooo save and stop and control!
tata
