Trouble

Troubling over what is my next step after getting a diploma. I want to study overseas but....

1) Cost

I will be enjoying advance standing for certain unis. 1.5 years for UQ and 1 year for UM. However, the living expenses is soooo expensive, approx 30k per year? Sigh 

2) Racism

THIS IS THE GREAT ISSUE.

Karma. I am quite racist towards certain races. What goes around comes around. So i am quite afraid of getting back my own medicine too :( I will definitely feel really depressed and sad towards racist critics of being an Asian if I were to live in Australia since Australia is quite well known to be a racist country. My results will definitely be affected and since I am all alone, I will not be able to rant and receive quick responses from my friends or meet them :( 

Reasons of why I want to study overseas 

1) Exposure

Top Top Reason. 

I believe i will definitely learn to be more independent and confident which will aid me in my future jobs and the stepping stones I have to face. I will be able to develop more insights and thoughts on issues (more mature? Hehe) 

2) Sightsee

Fun in the sun. Basking and lazing around. Breezy and cooling walks. 



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