I have never felt so suffocated and tired of life before. I feel extremely helpless now with nobody to understand how I truly feel. I am so sick and tired of lies that people promise me that everything will be okay and they will help me... things like that. I am so annoyed by cliche and kind words from people. I know everyone is trying their best but I just cannot contain my emotions anymore. I feel so broken and distant from everyone. I know is just myself and I have to fight with my own mind and thoughts but I just cannot do it. I feel so damn handicapped and scared of what awaits me in the future. I am so scared to voice and cry out to my friends for help anymore because I never will want to hear cliche stuffs and the white lies.
sigh, I don't even know what I am talking about too.
