fucking sad i didnt get into the baracuda, it means im not good enough, im not charismatic enough, im just plain lousy and inferior to those who got in :( haish. so many many failed attempts in ngee ann :( WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Thursday, 9 May 2013
Saturday, 4 May 2013
Retro day
I think im not retro enough:( but i love my vintagey looking suspenders. Not really mainstream. I shld have worn the ttr sunshine yellow scallopy hem polka dots dress:( i had fun though.
Atrium wasss soo vibrant, there was freee popcorn and candy floss and many many nice games and many tasty colours everywhere!
We went to the booth to take pic, it was kinda awk and i was a lil pms cuz most of them are like not close wif me, then i ha to fake a pretentious smile. Jeremy was nice, he really tried to include me i think. But oh well
During lecture, i was kinda piss by this zulu guy. Joline and joey wanted to oovoo tgt wif him and afew other ppl and was ranting abt bo jioing. Then he was like it is only for main comm, ppl who are planning for the trip, lile whutttt... Seriously.. Acting step... Like we are a team wad. So wad if he is more "outstanding", hate his arrogant stewpid aura. TRYING TO BE STEP BUT U JUST FAILED TERRIBLY SHIT HOLE. i jus feel sad for joline and joey la, like they really like zuluz and super spontaneous but kana outcasted cuz they not planning.. Stewpid guy
Took lots of peeks and felt so happy:) and grace look soooo pweeety in a limeygreeny checked outfit. Soo soo retro. Suhuikk also damn retro. I jus look retarded and geeky:( haishhh
Atrium wasss soo vibrant, there was freee popcorn and candy floss and many many nice games and many tasty colours everywhere!
We went to the booth to take pic, it was kinda awk and i was a lil pms cuz most of them are like not close wif me, then i ha to fake a pretentious smile. Jeremy was nice, he really tried to include me i think. But oh well
During lecture, i was kinda piss by this zulu guy. Joline and joey wanted to oovoo tgt wif him and afew other ppl and was ranting abt bo jioing. Then he was like it is only for main comm, ppl who are planning for the trip, lile whutttt... Seriously.. Acting step... Like we are a team wad. So wad if he is more "outstanding", hate his arrogant stewpid aura. TRYING TO BE STEP BUT U JUST FAILED TERRIBLY SHIT HOLE. i jus feel sad for joline and joey la, like they really like zuluz and super spontaneous but kana outcasted cuz they not planning.. Stewpid guy
Took lots of peeks and felt so happy:) and grace look soooo pweeety in a limeygreeny checked outfit. Soo soo retro. Suhuikk also damn retro. I jus look retarded and geeky:( haishhh
Monday, 29 April 2013
Partially healed
Its monday! Second week of sch, wanted to pon lec so i could sleep more but ohwell, had tons of makeup classes for mon and tues;( but i will have no sch on wed andfri! YAYYY!! Eeepee. Prolly i can go shop and boogis and purchase some art friends stuff for kelly s burstay!:)
I dont feel as sad when i c molly or kelly, i kinda feel slightly more relief and happier. Really thanks to baoying i think, i talked to her today, and we joked abt, and she told me some silly sallyish ghost stories, HAHAHA. I THINK WE SAME FREQUENCY YO!! like i feel loved lac getting the attention from her and all:)
And today nick came to ask me why i nv join the mel grp, i felt bad, i think i hurt him alot that day, i think he thought i dot like him or smth;( hahaha oh well! Hopefuly i can b great friends wif him one day and tell him abt everything:)
Toodles!:)0
I dont feel as sad when i c molly or kelly, i kinda feel slightly more relief and happier. Really thanks to baoying i think, i talked to her today, and we joked abt, and she told me some silly sallyish ghost stories, HAHAHA. I THINK WE SAME FREQUENCY YO!! like i feel loved lac getting the attention from her and all:)
And today nick came to ask me why i nv join the mel grp, i felt bad, i think i hurt him alot that day, i think he thought i dot like him or smth;( hahaha oh well! Hopefuly i can b great friends wif him one day and tell him abt everything:)
Toodles!:)0
Leo wave
It wasnt a successful one. Would definitely rate it a 4.5/10 if the bod s wont my friends, even though effort was really really being put in, but there was very very minimal coordination and coorperation for the camp to be successful enough.
First day was kinda screwed due to the long and tedious travelling times, fungames were cancelled and we had to rush and all, it felt so hectic and unbearable.
Second day was super screwed, mass game was meh, it was just boring and lame.
I was glad im in crypton, ceasar has like a few more outspoken and rar rar zz whom ifeel will definitely steal my platform to lead and all la, luckily molly went for ba society camp. Thank goodness!:) though crypton wasnt the most hyped grp/boded one, there are zz s whom i can bully and all;) and there was sebastian too, i always feel happy as safe whenever theres a beattyian in poly.
I didnt really put in my best i think, like esp on the las day, when i saw molly, i jus felt sad and not n2 anymore, but it isnt herfault la, i just needed to pms. But the bunch of kiddos were great la, i enjoyed their company and all, but kinda guilty not staying up with them, iw ould hv definitely grew closer to them:( haish stewpid lioney. All his fault.
Oh and ketchup with terry before day zero, he was sooo relatable, im so glad like he turns to me and all, like i feel special and all la:) hopefully we can b bff HAHAHAHA. WATEVA
Was closer to yx i think, las time he always use to moly here and there, i somewhat felt sad but ohwell, we kept bullying lionel and all:) HAHAHA
TOODLES
First day was kinda screwed due to the long and tedious travelling times, fungames were cancelled and we had to rush and all, it felt so hectic and unbearable.
Second day was super screwed, mass game was meh, it was just boring and lame.
I was glad im in crypton, ceasar has like a few more outspoken and rar rar zz whom ifeel will definitely steal my platform to lead and all la, luckily molly went for ba society camp. Thank goodness!:) though crypton wasnt the most hyped grp/boded one, there are zz s whom i can bully and all;) and there was sebastian too, i always feel happy as safe whenever theres a beattyian in poly.
I didnt really put in my best i think, like esp on the las day, when i saw molly, i jus felt sad and not n2 anymore, but it isnt herfault la, i just needed to pms. But the bunch of kiddos were great la, i enjoyed their company and all, but kinda guilty not staying up with them, iw ould hv definitely grew closer to them:( haish stewpid lioney. All his fault.
Oh and ketchup with terry before day zero, he was sooo relatable, im so glad like he turns to me and all, like i feel special and all la:) hopefully we can b bff HAHAHAHA. WATEVA
Was closer to yx i think, las time he always use to moly here and there, i somewhat felt sad but ohwell, we kept bullying lionel and all:) HAHAHA
TOODLES
AFTERGLOW
HOPEFULLY THERE WILL BE A RE GLOWWWWWWWW!!!:(
so went to sentosa with idare march'13 peeps. We only played for one game, cuz all of us were waiting for all squidwards to arrive then go to sentosa! But the point is, WE WON THE LAST GAME AGAINST JELLYFISH. I THINK OUR GRP REALLY HAS GREAT TEAM SPIRIT NOW, like we cheered tgt, we worked tgt, we try our very best to win! It was the best, awesomest, spirit i eva felt in squidward idare, i was jelly of minions and all but i think i really really like squidward now, like i'll miss everyone alot.
THENNN WE OOVOOED AT NITE:) IT WAS ABIT LAME, cuz at first nobody was toking and i had my pimple cream on, then after that it was okay. AND BETH WAS THERE TOO:) I tot it would b kinda awkz but teehee, she told us her little secret!!!:) YAYYY FEEL SO HAPPY FOR HERRRR THOUGH!!!!! :)
Poor sushi. HAHAHAHAHHAHA
TOODLES
so went to sentosa with idare march'13 peeps. We only played for one game, cuz all of us were waiting for all squidwards to arrive then go to sentosa! But the point is, WE WON THE LAST GAME AGAINST JELLYFISH. I THINK OUR GRP REALLY HAS GREAT TEAM SPIRIT NOW, like we cheered tgt, we worked tgt, we try our very best to win! It was the best, awesomest, spirit i eva felt in squidward idare, i was jelly of minions and all but i think i really really like squidward now, like i'll miss everyone alot.
THENNN WE OOVOOED AT NITE:) IT WAS ABIT LAME, cuz at first nobody was toking and i had my pimple cream on, then after that it was okay. AND BETH WAS THERE TOO:) I tot it would b kinda awkz but teehee, she told us her little secret!!!:) YAYYY FEEL SO HAPPY FOR HERRRR THOUGH!!!!! :)
Poor sushi. HAHAHAHAHHAHA
TOODLES
Sunday, 21 April 2013
Metupwitharmpeetz
Homg. I didnt knw this post was kept in my draft! :(
After wad it seemed like ages, we finally had a proper date on a fine saturday;) as usual we had kfc and took peeks at nex s rooftop garden:)
Really enjoyed ketchuping with them like mad, i was kinda pissed at rachelfor las min cancelling our dates, like i dont feel significant and all la:) but after much rant to chen, all was fun
Chiam looks like some pyjamas gal in that kind of outfit. HAHAHA. and yay! I ad a polaroid too;) i took back the ugliest polaroid whereby my eyes were close cuz i wan the rest of them to rmb me as pweety pweety and glam glam. Tee hee:)
After wad it seemed like ages, we finally had a proper date on a fine saturday;) as usual we had kfc and took peeks at nex s rooftop garden:)
Really enjoyed ketchuping with them like mad, i was kinda pissed at rachelfor las min cancelling our dates, like i dont feel significant and all la:) but after much rant to chen, all was fun
Chiam looks like some pyjamas gal in that kind of outfit. HAHAHA. and yay! I ad a polaroid too;) i took back the ugliest polaroid whereby my eyes were close cuz i wan the rest of them to rmb me as pweety pweety and glam glam. Tee hee:)
Monday, 15 April 2013
fml
jus saw news from kelvin then there will be alot of zz sc coming for leowave, freaking not looking forward to it now, cuz they will be leaving in their own world, with their lame inside jokes, and im like whut?? i will feel lonely, insignificant and all, fucking wanna get rid of them so super badly :( haish.
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