beauty and the beast

so basically, just kinda feel that tonight, i needa post something related to inner beauty.

as we grow and mature, i think majority of the people really care and take pride of their outlook and appearance. Not only does one care about their fashion sense, their size, face matters too. sometimes i feel that is really superficial, since inner beauty is often emphasized but rarely recognized.  i doubt inner beauty really exist in the majorities' eyes though.

i myself has started to be obsessed by my outlook and appearance too. im used to be really thrifty( not buying this and that, opting for cheaper meals ) and i never ask my parents for more money cuz i want them to spend less too. however, as time goes by, i start to splurge extravagantly, especially, on clothes. i used to spend at least 30 bucks per week on clothes online. half of the time, i dont look good in them, and i have to sell them at a cheaper price. wasting lots and lots of money accumulatively.

my old habit of being really thrifty and saving was no longer in me. i really need tooo save and stop and control!

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A treep to farm

Went farm wif yishin today! We spent really long at jalan kayu. Like 95 percent we were trying to find our way. There were really many trucks and lorries, is super inconvenient if u walk in cuz theres no pedestrian pavement too. But it was really fun though catching up with her, and we met doggss!!!!!! Like big golden ones, black ones, and they followed us! It was really scary cuz we were alone and only have 2 of us, we held hands and walked slowly. Thank god for yishin cuz she constantly reminded me not to thrn back :) love her! Muacks!

Finally we reached, it was awkward cuz we were like the only ppl at the farm since it was weekdays. Lol. There were many animals which freaked us out. Like the geese and all were roaming about. So yup we only took pictures wif the harmless ones... 

Yay! Off we goooo!!

We went to eat some naice naice dim and we saw some naice leavessss

Oh and recently my mum sent me like kewt pictures. Ft my toys. Kinda childish and lame but i think its funnyyyyy!! 

Pencil case making day!

TADA! Made pencil case wif jiamin today! I think her monster is really kewt! Love the way how her monster toootts! Teehee

Tada! I make a good housewife:)

Trip to hohohokaido

Rolling in with my dungaree outfit on the last day! Feel so farmerish with my summery fringed bag! Need an escapade to somewhere like nz or perth! NEED A FARM!

Getting all eggcited over little trinklets at some musical box place!!

Hearty pot of golddd!!

And to think i would meet veggie friend here! Was damn eggcited and happy to c him!!! Wad a coincidence! And we catchup a little but i was toking gibberish i think, like blablabla, i was really happy! My excitment knew no bounds!!

More annabelles

The food was shit. Holiday wasnt so great. It was indeed peaceful. Miss the cheesy tart. The lovely soft creamy sweet cheese that oozed from the crispy tarted tart!!! Miss the weather though. Sightseeing kinda rawks at some places esp those cozy windy breezy spacious ones like the last pic! I felt so dreamy when i was there!! 

Kinda glad that i came cuz like i could spent time wif my parents and all. 

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Bettyboop

This is so gonna be one of my fav pullovers! Love the prints! Is so quirky and fun! Love the super oversize feel too! Muahahahahahaha!!

Went bishan macs wif regine and jiamin! Feel kinda guilty cuz i upsized and finished up everything( even the drinks ) and had matcha iscream. 

Had fried food for dinez too! MYGAWD. IM SO GONNA RUN TONIGHT!! I WAN TONED NAICE LEGS 😤

Last pic wif my fav bettyboopies!

Wif minion umi making minions!

Made some minions wif jiaqi today! 

We sub yellow body with white clay and yellow food colouring. It was kinda messy though. But it was fun. Some minions were kinda ugly:( but there were some kewt and naice ones too!! Clay kinda rawks cuz it hardens and really durable:) jus that it was a pity that the yellow was in a kewt and darker shade:) but nevertheless, i love them! Muacks.  Jiaqi gave me a belated gift too. Wif a sweet note. So happy:) at least i get a note right:) nt like others:( 

Kinda sad chang did get me anything for any of my burfdays:( like a card:( but there was like a combined npcc card:( ohwell:( 

Went to run wif weiwei. Needa run at least 30 mins in the future. Cuz the first 20 mins will only burn fats that u comsumed that day. Afterwhich, ur fats that was stored will then be burnt after ur 20 mins!:) 

And i made this for jiaqi s burstay hope she will like it too:) so kewt! 

Surpriseful september

Sept is filled with surprises! Ytd, kaixin and sarah came to my pool to surprise me wif a mini and sweet birthday celerbration, (i dressed up jus to meet them at my pool) this is like my first virgin time whereby i dressed so nice and spent time with them at a pool( A POOL) my gawd, lol. 

Sian, needa iron them again:( meh

But anyway, it was really fun. They da baoed like cheesy potatoes, fried nuggets, bacony cold aglio olio, nicey

Carrot cake and atas choco cake!! 

I think i look damn pui in this outfit:( p