Monday, 5 November 2012

RENA''S 21ST + THOUGHTS

Had fun ytd nite, rena's 21st was held at the function room at my house, it was so convenient, ketchup wif kyy alil tgt with np kids, good ol beatty times <3 Before that, had some familyish dinnerish thingy it was super meh, then my aunt was like jolyn zuo shen me mei you jiang hua, then i jus shouted a "MEI YOU" damn loudly, like yeah, so rude, but idc! If i were to answer" MEI YOU AH" AT LEAST, the ah makes my tone more soothing but ahya it was damn boring plus in my mind, i was desperately wanting to go to the parteh and yet im stuck here, with ppl whom im like socially awkward with, actually, is not even awkward, is jus i dun like, like i dun give a damn kind of feel, im not the same channel as them and my cousins and they just bore me la, like sometimes, though one is diff channel with one, theres this awkwardness, but there isnt la, cuz i really dun like them, there's no attachment at all. tbh, if is like my ah ma's birthday and friend's birthday that was clash on the same day, i will definitely go to my friend's instd, even if is like not so close( like rena ), i will still go la. like duh!

currently, that xyz was like beating about the bush abt christmas, party, bishan, jolyn's house, celerbration, get the picture, he wants a unit christmas at my house, like seriously.. i admit i damn particular about money issues, especially when im damn broke now, but if you are like my damn good friend, or someone who is like same channel whom we shared many many many stuffz, i will like go all out kind of thing la, i wont care abt  $$$, but seriously, there's like cadets n alumni, like hellowello? im not even aquaintanish to alumni ppl, im like mehmeh to them, dream on man. I mean like if u wan me to plan some party for the team of us im totally okay but anybody extra is a no-no. Sometimes, i get super irritated with his stewpid gatherings, okay, is not stewpid la, but is too often alr, it somehow makes me feel that he damn possessive over us, is like he wanna bond with us, but is too extreme, cannot breathe kind of feeling, he trying to steal the limelight, trying to be pops, it jus damn fail, cuz is just plain disgusting. If u wanna plan such celebration, why not do it at ur house plz, plus i said a few times i dun mind planning such partehs if is zi ji ren... is either his eq is damn lan or he don understand el/cl.... come to think of it, he resemble this old friend of mine, abc. somehow xyz thinks that living in a condo is like a rich kid, blabla, but i really hate spending my parents money la, and plus my dad i currently loaning like huge sums of money from banks cuz he wanna start his own business so who knows, im already cutting down on so many things, and plus so wad if u live in a condo, is still on bank loan and all, there are like1000000000 hdb-ians out there, who also can afford condos but they are afraid of the exorbitant bank loans yo.  i dont get like 500 dollars for pocket money per month or smth, is just a mere 200? start taking out the calcalator and do your maths molly and KELLY( i mentioned ur name kelly, don say everytime my blog post only molly molly molly somemore i caps ur name, lol )and the material stuffz i buy like clothes, accessories is all from this silly 200 bucks, so i hope one day xyz hv some sense in him. Luckily, everyone in the chat just dao-ed him after his long para of explanation to persuade them to have a kristmas celerbration at my house :)

toodles!

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