Partially healed

Its monday! Second week of sch, wanted to pon lec so i could sleep more but ohwell, had tons of makeup classes for mon and tues;( but i will have no sch on wed andfri! YAYYY!! Eeepee. Prolly i can go shop and boogis and purchase some art friends stuff for kelly s burstay!:)

I dont feel as sad when i c molly or kelly, i kinda feel slightly more relief and happier. Really thanks to baoying i think, i talked to her today, and we joked abt, and she told me some silly sallyish ghost stories, HAHAHA. I THINK WE SAME FREQUENCY YO!! like i feel loved lac getting the attention from her and all:)

And today nick came to ask me why i nv join the mel grp, i felt bad, i think i hurt him alot that day, i think he thought i dot like him or smth;( hahaha oh well! Hopefuly i can b great friends wif him one day and tell him abt everything:)

Toodles!:)0

Leo wave

It wasnt a successful one. Would definitely rate it a 4.5/10 if the bod s wont my friends, even though effort was really really being put in, but there was very very minimal coordination and coorperation for the camp to be successful enough.

First day was kinda screwed due to the long and tedious travelling times, fungames were cancelled and we had to rush and all, it felt so hectic and unbearable.

Second day was super screwed, mass game was meh, it was just boring and lame.

I was glad im in crypton, ceasar has like a few more outspoken and rar rar zz whom ifeel will definitely steal my platform to lead and all la, luckily molly went for ba society camp. Thank goodness!:) though crypton wasnt the most hyped grp/boded one, there are zz s whom i can bully and all;) and there was sebastian too, i always feel happy as safe whenever theres a beattyian in poly.

I didnt really put in my best i think, like esp on the las day, when i saw molly, i jus felt sad and not n2 anymore, but it isnt herfault la, i just needed to pms. But the bunch of kiddos were great la, i enjoyed their company and all, but kinda guilty not staying up with them, iw ould hv definitely grew closer to them:( haish stewpid lioney. All his fault.

Oh and ketchup with terry before day zero, he was sooo relatable, im so glad like he turns to me and all, like i feel special and all la:) hopefully we can b bff HAHAHAHA. WATEVA

Was closer to yx i think, las time he always use to moly here and there, i somewhat felt sad but ohwell, we kept bullying lionel and all:) HAHAHA

TOODLES

AFTERGLOW

HOPEFULLY THERE WILL BE A RE GLOWWWWWWWW!!!:(

so went to sentosa with idare march'13 peeps. We only played for one game, cuz all of us were waiting for all squidwards to arrive then go to sentosa! But the point is, WE WON THE LAST GAME AGAINST JELLYFISH. I THINK OUR GRP REALLY HAS GREAT TEAM SPIRIT NOW, like we cheered tgt, we worked tgt, we try our very best to win! It was the best, awesomest, spirit i eva felt in squidward idare, i was jelly of minions and all but i think i really really like squidward now, like i'll miss everyone alot.

THENNN WE OOVOOED AT NITE:) IT WAS ABIT LAME, cuz at first nobody was toking and i had my pimple cream on, then after that it was okay. AND BETH WAS THERE TOO:) I tot it would b kinda awkz but teehee, she told us her little secret!!!:) YAYYY FEEL SO HAPPY FOR HERRRR THOUGH!!!!! :)

Poor sushi. HAHAHAHAHHAHA

TOODLES

Metupwitharmpeetz

Homg. I didnt knw this post was kept in my draft! :(

After wad it seemed like ages, we finally had a proper date on a fine saturday;) as usual we had kfc and took peeks at nex s rooftop garden:)
Really enjoyed ketchuping with them like mad, i was kinda pissed at rachelfor las min cancelling our dates, like i dont feel significant and all la:) but after much rant to chen, all was fun

Chiam looks like some pyjamas gal in that kind of outfit. HAHAHA. and yay! I ad a polaroid too;) i took back the ugliest polaroid whereby my eyes were close cuz i wan the rest of them to rmb me as pweety pweety and glam glam. Tee hee:)

fml

jus saw news from kelvin then there will be alot of zz sc coming for leowave, freaking not looking forward to it now, cuz they will be leaving in their own world, with their lame inside jokes, and im like whut?? i will feel lonely, insignificant and all, fucking wanna get rid of them so super badly :( haish.

BAOC'13

baoc'13 has is the start of an end.

subgroup 2 zz full attendance:)

my thighs are freaking fat here :(

OHYEAH SQUIDWARDS

mad ugly tie dye shirt

julie <3

 

kewtsie tootsie

these freshies are really da bomb, they were the most hyped, most fun, most bonded subgroup in zz i guess. i was so glad i came for baoc and didnt pon much of it. each and everyone really enjoyed it. by day2, most of them were already shouting at the top of their voice, cheering, laughing, talking in the non awkz way. by day3, they were ready, ready to win it all. so proud of them, esp the quiet girlies :)

i kinda expected that zz wont win bcuz they arent the pop's grp, to put it in plain words, there are a no. of loosers, however, despite all my judgmental stereotyping and how much insignificant i feel in zz, how much "not-able-to-fit" and mix in in zz, i still enjoyed baoc overall. times with my beloved freshies were indeed remarkable.

i wasnt the leading leader kind of sc, i guess i was too tired to lead, to speak to everyone, i just wanna facilitate, create small bonded between one another, make them feel loved, which i feel that is more important then just leading them to cheer and all. I feel that leading is not everything, leading and guiding is a good platform to hone your confidence, limelight, freshies looking up to you. However, bringing tgt the grp, forging the bonds, ensuring none feels left out, is what I would wanna do instead.as much as wad i've learn in idare, keith, our sc speak of a role to facilitate us and not to lead us, everyone can lead, but not everyone can facilitate.

NEVERTHELESS, i felt that i somewhat did my best, suhui was not there for me during 3/4 of the whole of baoc:( i was lonely, sad, tired, restless without my good friends around me, but im still glad i made an impression to my freshies:) i doubt the sco and asco recognised that, but i know that despite not having friends around me, i still can make a diff:) 

ketching up feeeeelss sooooo gooooooooooodddd

met up with rachel ytd. it was a.w.e.s.o.m.e really let out and rant alot to her. we had like 3 hours plus tgt. time really flies and all. i was still pondering and worrying like we would have nth to do cuz we only met for dinner at kfc and all. but it was really a fruitful ketchup session wif her:)

and i gave my virgin baskin robbins with her too:) there was this 99cents for second scoop offer for 1-5apr and we were lucky enough to be able to grab that offer since it was 5apr that day:) lucky girls hereeee:

i had red velvet and cookie dough, it was splendid, the serving was really generous! but i think ben and jerry's cookie dough is better dough, more doughish and cookiesh:)

than we went to nex rooftop garden and we saw a takaish person. HAHAHA. AND we were like bullying him behind his back, and we saw peeps pda-ing, and like this girl who acted in a show before when she was a kid ( she acted those crying scenes) she s really pretty and cute and she was pda-ing too. and homaigawd, her legs were slim and she looked really gorgeous despite being in her uniform and a messy low ponytail.

ending of this post wif this pic which im like considering it to be my twitter dp. but i think i look kinda weird and my nostrils abit big :( toodles:)

im damn lame

to start of. gonna post like a super noob and i think quite reasonably ugly but natural pic of me:( off too the gymmm

 

 

so i went to thy gym today. did some interval training that junwei tot me :) really sweated but i had stitch half way:( i could carry on but my stupid stitch:( haish. really wanna toned those fatty legs of mine. My mom say she wanna bring me to some chinese doctor to zhen jiu, she thinks is like swelling. i also think so:( really hate my thighs, they are really fat, and my butt too. i mean im fat la,but my bottom part are like humongous:( my body can fit like size m, and even an xs. but my bottom needs to me an XL, an a rare L :( oh well.

went to lilpretz, met the most fucking annoying customer. did i just use a vulgarity? i was lierally blowing, i could easily shooted a few vulgarities at her but i kept using bloody bloody bloody. im not gonna go into details. but she is absurd! there are many childish, imature customers out there. but she just find faults with me for everything, she blames me for loosing her bloody normal postage, then accuses me of not sending out the mail promptly, forging the stamps, and then altering pictures and all that stupid dumb rubbish. and she's a *******. i think im gonna judge this grp of ppl, they stink, super poor command of el, ugly accent, rowdy disgusting

im also like not those kind of pop's blogshop whereby i cant rant openly and rally alot of likes and supports to trample that slut. so meh. 

okay. much chilled now. baoc is coming and im kinda meh about it, like there's molly,and the ever cliquish zooloo, ahya screw it, oh and patrick is in zooloo:) kinda happy. squidward huat arh