Thursday, 11 April 2013

BAOC'13

baoc'13 has is the start of an end.

subgroup 2 zz full attendance:)


my thighs are freaking fat here :(


OHYEAH SQUIDWARDS


mad ugly tie dye shirt




julie <3

 
kewtsie tootsie






















these freshies are really da bomb, they were the most hyped, most fun, most bonded subgroup in zz i guess. i was so glad i came for baoc and didnt pon much of it. each and everyone really enjoyed it. by day2, most of them were already shouting at the top of their voice, cheering, laughing, talking in the non awkz way. by day3, they were ready, ready to win it all. so proud of them, esp the quiet girlies :)

i kinda expected that zz wont win bcuz they arent the pop's grp, to put it in plain words, there are a no. of loosers, however, despite all my judgmental stereotyping and how much insignificant i feel in zz, how much "not-able-to-fit" and mix in in zz, i still enjoyed baoc overall. times with my beloved freshies were indeed remarkable.

i wasnt the leading leader kind of sc, i guess i was too tired to lead, to speak to everyone, i just wanna facilitate, create small bonded between one another, make them feel loved, which i feel that is more important then just leading them to cheer and all. I feel that leading is not everything, leading and guiding is a good platform to hone your confidence, limelight, freshies looking up to you. However, bringing tgt the grp, forging the bonds, ensuring none feels left out, is what I would wanna do instead.as much as wad i've learn in idare, keith, our sc speak of a role to facilitate us and not to lead us, everyone can lead, but not everyone can facilitate.

NEVERTHELESS, i felt that i somewhat did my best, suhui was not there for me during 3/4 of the whole of baoc:( i was lonely, sad, tired, restless without my good friends around me, but im still glad i made an impression to my freshies:) i doubt the sco and asco recognised that, but i know that despite not having friends around me, i still can make a diff:) 

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