the letter to thy guy

suppose to be studying for my exams:( but oh well, cant keep procrastinating so decided to do something fruitful and enjoyable instead.
today is 14feb, in commemoration of valentine's death, yours truly shall write a letter to my future husband!!!!

Dearest blablabla,

thanks for tolerating my nonsense and my "child-like ness", not sure if im still as child-like as i am( i am currently 18 btw). im child like, but not childish okay! I tend to be awkward with people really easily and think alot about how people perceive and feel about me, hence, the awkwardness, so sorry if i made you caught in between your friends/families, nevertheless, i believe that being awkward is a terrible and horrible thing, i would definitely try my best to kick away this stupid part of me.

pinterest has also been my inspiration board, i pinned many of my to-dos and likes in it, so hopefully that can be ur guide to plan surprises/gifts for me! hooray! i really love surprises but im super good at spoiling it cuz i think alot, and get suspicious super duper easily, i think i get sensitive over things more than typical girls too!! But that's me! i like being suspicious, i like thinking, i like to think deeeeeeeeeeeppppppppp.

be terribly kind to my parents, love them as much as your own parents or more than that. i know this is selfish cuz ur parents are also ur benefactory, they clothed you well, they brought you up to a fine man but i hope my parents can be at least on par with them because i wanna really provide them with all i have, i know they would feel terribly lonely without me cuz im like their only child and they are super sentimental, so i hope you would work hand in hand with me, and double the love for them. Hence, i hope i wont feel caught in between your parents and mine. gosh, this part is turning my eyes watery :(((

get a stable job pleaseeeeeee! dun starve me :( branded and expensive stuffs are never needs nor wants in my life, maybe occasionally? i super duper prefer cheap thrills and handmade stuffs!!!

oh and the thing about being faithful, i know typical girls want their husbands to like love them till they die or something, but in reality, i doubt so, even when guys are married, even though they dont cheat, they still watch porn and lust over these women. Hence, idgad if you cheat on me, just dun ever let me know, dont ever let people around me know and DONT EVERY TREAT ME DIFFERENTLY, dont every treat me coldly when you have other woman outside, just pretend nothing happens and dun you dare break my heart! i will keel you >:(

i really loveee excitment and surprises(cant emphasize more on that) and things are are different, like i hate mainstream stuffs. oh and i love traveling but definitely not the package tour, so unromantic and hectic. double hate them.