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Achieved a gpa of 3.59 and cumulative of 3.08 now, proud to say that I'm at least a 3 pointer instead of the pathetic 2 pointer. However, I'm not really contented with my results though:( I expected like a 3.7 or higher cuz I really wanna do extremely well for my last few semesters so I can enter a better course in university. I really regretted how I persisted in my own way of not wanting to enter uni and all during my early years of poly. WORKING IN THE REAL WORD IS DEFINITELY NOT IN MY TO-DO LIST ANYMORE. Another regret of mine is that I should have tried to enter the 6 months overseas internship, I really wanted to gain more insight and experience but I was too lazy to try and all :(

I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.

FP really wants me to go to uni and all, he said despite that the course im studying in uni has absolutely no link to Business Studies, it does not matter because ... (okay actually, he didn't really explain clearly) but i think is kinda true. However, I still do not know what I want to do in the future though. But I love and really admire those uniform jobs! I considered every single one of them before but I got very turn-off by all of them as well :(

nurse (the poo and pee, the gory blood etc.)
police (the gory stuffz, dead bodies etc.)
firefighter (actually i do not mind like the running and all but what if my contacts melt in the fire :( )
doctors (out of my reach academically, the gory blood etc.)
army (my really kiddy voice would definitely be laughed and I doubt i have that manly aura either :( )
paramedics (again, the gory stuffz)
pilot (i guess its for guys :( )
stewardess (my figure is just cmi, but im trying to loose weight and all now.)


yup thats about it! If I do not have such fears, I would definitely love such jobs as it really makes me feel confident about myself and I would surely appreciate and treasure these jobs! BUT...

STILL I WILL TRY MY VERY BEST TO OVERCOME SUCH FEARS.

Specialised in different options with patrick :( we are gonna be seperated for one full year and im gonna be an awkward tortoise with no friends :( sian

 Skype with Yishin last night and we skyped really long and all :) really miss her alot, love how comfortable i can be with her despite silences and love gossiping and exchanging delicious gossips too :)  She gives alot of comments and insights on my respective views and I really love listening to her thoughts and advices! She is just like chang! But the more demure and optimistic kind :) HAHAHAH

Intern teacher is coming to visit me tomorrow too:) I cant wait! YAY

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An Awkward Meal

Had a really awkward dinner last night with the jh and friends at Grub. I just kept staring at my plate and poking my food. I ordered Grub Hotdog which was great :) I guess all the food at Grub are really tasty and sweet smelling, I love how they seasoned their food and all. I took a mini slice of this portobello mushroom and it was superb. I dont really like mushrooms as they have this weird mushy smell which really irks me alot, but this portobello mushroom does not smelt like that as some peppery spices covered it! The side of the mushroom, some mix tomato and salad was really flavour-ful and delicious! Hence, despite the awkwardness, I enjoyed the food though:)

I think they kinda sense my awkwardness too, especially when I lied to them about a meetup with a friend later on.. oh well! I really did not expect the coming of the "2 special guest" too! Nevertheless, I could feel that they really put in damn alot of effort to make me feel comfortable, welcome and love, but its just so-not-their-style! HAHAHAH. I guess partially its just me, me and my ridiculous thoughts!

Oh, plus i had my m. Seriously hate m >:(


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hate my intership

I am not suppose to rant anything about my internship on social platforms, but i did not state where exactly i am interning at so who cares! Here it goes!

I feel like a bangla worker, sai kang warrior, patient, tolerable, efficent worker. My supervisors were not very friendly towards me, they were cold and like one of them indirectly scolded me for not copying down notes! "I expect you to have super good memory or else I will be like I told you this before and why didnt you copy it down" my gawdddd!!! 

Had to check their database and note any errors of their membership systems.