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Achieved a gpa of 3.59 and cumulative of 3.08 now, proud to say that I'm at least a 3 pointer instead of the pathetic 2 pointer. However, I'm not really contented with my results though:( I expected like a 3.7 or higher cuz I really wanna do extremely well for my last few semesters so I can enter a better course in university. I really regretted how I persisted in my own way of not wanting to enter uni and all during my early years of poly. WORKING IN THE REAL WORD IS DEFINITELY NOT IN MY TO-DO LIST ANYMORE. Another regret of mine is that I should have tried to enter the 6 months overseas internship, I really wanted to gain more insight and experience but I was too lazy to try and all :(

I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.

FP really wants me to go to uni and all, he said despite that the course im studying in uni has absolutely no link to Business Studies, it does not matter because ... (okay actually, he didn't really explain clearly) but i think is kinda true. However, I still do not know what I want to do in the future though. But I love and really admire those uniform jobs! I considered every single one of them before but I got very turn-off by all of them as well :(

nurse (the poo and pee, the gory blood etc.)
police (the gory stuffz, dead bodies etc.)
firefighter (actually i do not mind like the running and all but what if my contacts melt in the fire :( )
doctors (out of my reach academically, the gory blood etc.)
army (my really kiddy voice would definitely be laughed and I doubt i have that manly aura either :( )
paramedics (again, the gory stuffz)
pilot (i guess its for guys :( )
stewardess (my figure is just cmi, but im trying to loose weight and all now.)


yup thats about it! If I do not have such fears, I would definitely love such jobs as it really makes me feel confident about myself and I would surely appreciate and treasure these jobs! BUT...

STILL I WILL TRY MY VERY BEST TO OVERCOME SUCH FEARS.

Specialised in different options with patrick :( we are gonna be seperated for one full year and im gonna be an awkward tortoise with no friends :( sian

 Skype with Yishin last night and we skyped really long and all :) really miss her alot, love how comfortable i can be with her despite silences and love gossiping and exchanging delicious gossips too :)  She gives alot of comments and insights on my respective views and I really love listening to her thoughts and advices! She is just like chang! But the more demure and optimistic kind :) HAHAHAH

Intern teacher is coming to visit me tomorrow too:) I cant wait! YAY

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