Trip to Bintan

Hellowy!

Had a really impromptu trip to Bintan with Paul, Mum and Sasa! I was really shocked Sasa agreed to go so fast and had a really quick approval from her Mummy too! The entire trip was kinda like an 8/10 because everything was so freaking pricey that we did not participated in much water activities but the food was damn good and last of all, company was da bomb!!! I think Club Med would be much more fufilling though :(

Here is a selfie of us safely arrive at Bintan Laggoon Resort (via Sindo 6 )

                                                   

We took a buggy to the resort! It was a fun and bumpy ride! oh and the last day, sasa and I had a chance to stand behind the buggy and I was like crazily waving at everyone. It was like a mini bumper car ride!!!

                                        

Really spacious room isn't it? But not that cheap either :( I didnt really like the flooring. It was tiled and felt sticky and sandy though so I had to wear the hotel slippers at all times :(


     
Just a quick peek at the lovely beach, the water is freaking clear I swear and the sand is freaking fine!

        

Resorty. Those wooden benches seriously gives me the IDARE feel as I vividly remember there were such benches located outside my room and many were lazing around there at night to gaze at the burst of stars. I miss those days though :(

 

The first meal we had at some fresh seafood restaurant.  Freaking pricey okay! 200 bucks for like 4 people. But everything tasted really great and flavourfulllllllll.

      
Banananananan Boat. It cost 18.90 per Pax for just a 15 minute ride! But it was really thrilling and i think we had like an extra 10 minutes though because the others who rode with us were super spontaneous and cheered on for another round! I had muscle aches all over now because i was locking my arms and butt as there were many "near-death" incidents throughout the entire thrilling ride!!!
                                           
 

Pool. We spent our day 1 and day 3 at the pool. It was not fascinating as there was no slides or exciting fountains there, but we had great company with our splashy!
                                          
 


Hearty Dinner. We really spent alot on meals hence, por decided to just takeaway some stuffs for on dinner on the second night, it was just plain fried rice and noodles, did not look appetizing either but it was really delicious!

   

During this trip, I am really glad and happy to see how "lovey-dovey" my mum was willing to be towards my dad. There were quite a few heart-warming sights, but of course, there were some disgusting and horrible incidents too :( Nevertheless, I was really happy too! Sasa was shocked and really happy for por as well :)

                                         


 It was an amazing trip and really an ideal one that met my 2 main expectations

1) nua-all-day-long feel, worry-free, rush-free
2) beachy, sandy, watery

I am really thankful for my dad who like rush back from his trip to book and settled many stuffs which was quite frustrating as he needed to accomodate my mum's weird thoughts and feelings :/ and ofcourse, my bestie whom i know for 10 years :) accompanying me. We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun.

 

End of Internship

GOSH IS finally the end of internship. I can't express how excited and happy I feel, is like a caged bird that was kept under grueling conditions that is finally set freeeee!!!

Nevertheless, it definitely has be a memorable and an eye-opener experience for me. Though my supervisors were not really friendly towards me, I felt that this new environment had greatly stretch me to be more careful, tolerant, understanding and patient towards one another, maintaining a positive and respectful attitude was really essential to overcome this. Also, I'm really thankful for see wan and the other p.m friends whom will cheered me on and added lots of light into this bleak and tedious environment that I was in. My intern teacher was also really supportive and caring towards me as she always sent supportive and sweet messages to me to cheer me on (NGEE ANN TUTORS ARE REALLY SWEET AND NICE) Hence, i doubt I should complain anymore as is over and I should look forward.

On the other hand, via this intern, has greatly confirm that office work is certainly not my thing. Despite the fact the work I had to do was quite interesting, like photoshopping, thinking of silly marketing ideas, searching for pics blablabla, but I did not like the rigid and sit-and-type routine.

So now, holidays are awaiting for me and I'm really excited about it too!!! Hooray!!!

Im gonna appreciate school more as working life is really really stressful and strenuous, I will try my very best to work hard, enjoy school, appreciate school and get my butt into a course in university!

 

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Internship is really damn meh and I cant be bothered updating about it, is just too sad to talk about it.
Shall just post a happy picture with this freaking cute jumbo mickey! Is rare to see jumbo balloons like this real life isn't it? :)

Found a really nice and good supplier for my shop and I am really excited about it! So delighted to find cheap deals and dealing with this sweet and patient supplier :)  It is really true how being sunny and happy will also transmit joy to people!! I really hope I can earn some quick bucks via selling some lovely pieces!

I recently bought this pretty crochet bag and I'm really in love with it! Love how spacious and versatile it is, that strap length, the intricate crochet and most importantly, is almost washable! Why almost, cuz the straps are not entirely pvc, the inner side is made out of sudeish-like material, is good since there is like this groove for more support, bad as it feels kinda gross :( but i love it! YAY!

Doings of my mum and dad respectively, okay i think is kinda childish but i really love how funny and thoughtful they are to think of really witty and funny pictures of my favourite bears!!! ERMAGAWD IS MAD FUNNY. Okay, I'm lame :(

Hooray! I really cant wait for end of internship (5 more working days). I might be going for a short trip with my mum and dad! Really eggcited because is gonna be those beachy, sunny, sandy place with cheap food :)

Results

Achieved a gpa of 3.59 and cumulative of 3.08 now, proud to say that I'm at least a 3 pointer instead of the pathetic 2 pointer. However, I'm not really contented with my results though:( I expected like a 3.7 or higher cuz I really wanna do extremely well for my last few semesters so I can enter a better course in university. I really regretted how I persisted in my own way of not wanting to enter uni and all during my early years of poly. WORKING IN THE REAL WORD IS DEFINITELY NOT IN MY TO-DO LIST ANYMORE. Another regret of mine is that I should have tried to enter the 6 months overseas internship, I really wanted to gain more insight and experience but I was too lazy to try and all :(

I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.
I MUST NEVER BE LAZY AND TRY MY VERY BEST.

FP really wants me to go to uni and all, he said despite that the course im studying in uni has absolutely no link to Business Studies, it does not matter because ... (okay actually, he didn't really explain clearly) but i think is kinda true. However, I still do not know what I want to do in the future though. But I love and really admire those uniform jobs! I considered every single one of them before but I got very turn-off by all of them as well :(

nurse (the poo and pee, the gory blood etc.)
police (the gory stuffz, dead bodies etc.)
firefighter (actually i do not mind like the running and all but what if my contacts melt in the fire :( )
doctors (out of my reach academically, the gory blood etc.)
army (my really kiddy voice would definitely be laughed and I doubt i have that manly aura either :( )
paramedics (again, the gory stuffz)
pilot (i guess its for guys :( )
stewardess (my figure is just cmi, but im trying to loose weight and all now.)


yup thats about it! If I do not have such fears, I would definitely love such jobs as it really makes me feel confident about myself and I would surely appreciate and treasure these jobs! BUT...

STILL I WILL TRY MY VERY BEST TO OVERCOME SUCH FEARS.

Specialised in different options with patrick :( we are gonna be seperated for one full year and im gonna be an awkward tortoise with no friends :( sian

 Skype with Yishin last night and we skyped really long and all :) really miss her alot, love how comfortable i can be with her despite silences and love gossiping and exchanging delicious gossips too :)  She gives alot of comments and insights on my respective views and I really love listening to her thoughts and advices! She is just like chang! But the more demure and optimistic kind :) HAHAHAH

Intern teacher is coming to visit me tomorrow too:) I cant wait! YAY

TATA

An Awkward Meal

Had a really awkward dinner last night with the jh and friends at Grub. I just kept staring at my plate and poking my food. I ordered Grub Hotdog which was great :) I guess all the food at Grub are really tasty and sweet smelling, I love how they seasoned their food and all. I took a mini slice of this portobello mushroom and it was superb. I dont really like mushrooms as they have this weird mushy smell which really irks me alot, but this portobello mushroom does not smelt like that as some peppery spices covered it! The side of the mushroom, some mix tomato and salad was really flavour-ful and delicious! Hence, despite the awkwardness, I enjoyed the food though:)

I think they kinda sense my awkwardness too, especially when I lied to them about a meetup with a friend later on.. oh well! I really did not expect the coming of the "2 special guest" too! Nevertheless, I could feel that they really put in damn alot of effort to make me feel comfortable, welcome and love, but its just so-not-their-style! HAHAHAH. I guess partially its just me, me and my ridiculous thoughts!

Oh, plus i had my m. Seriously hate m >:(


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hate my intership

I am not suppose to rant anything about my internship on social platforms, but i did not state where exactly i am interning at so who cares! Here it goes!

I feel like a bangla worker, sai kang warrior, patient, tolerable, efficent worker. My supervisors were not very friendly towards me, they were cold and like one of them indirectly scolded me for not copying down notes! "I expect you to have super good memory or else I will be like I told you this before and why didnt you copy it down" my gawdddd!!! 

Had to check their database and note any errors of their membership systems. 

Mini holiday

My f21 loots are hereee:

Really love all the pieces, they fit me so well and im glad i need not sell any of them! Usually when i purchase from the f21 spree, items bought was not as flattering as i expected. Oh well! Really eggcited to wear my looootssss!!!:) the boho crochet top is really special, arm holes are reasonably sized and does not show much of my bra if no tube is worn! Typical tops in f21 have really huge armholes and i hate them because i dread wearinf tubes!! The pj polka dot pants fit me well too! I thought it might be too tight at my thighs but yay! It wasnt! Oh! Really comfortable fit for the navy cardigan, just hope it will not furr too much! The highwaist shorts are shredded reallt nicely and not super short kind, just that was a tiny weeny disappointed with the buttoned fly:( thought it would be zipped up style! Ohwell! Goood fitting though!! Yay

Went with regine to smu for open house and attended the acc talk, it was so boring. However, the school looks dark and cold though. Like there is no open house hype as compared to ngee ann :( and they adopt the america based learning, no tutorials or lectures. I doubt i will get used to this though since ngee ann is like a british based learning, and I have gotten use to the style already and kinda like this style despite the competitions. Oh well. AND MY FREAKING GPA IS SO LOUSY and i doubt i can even get in to smu, not to mention prestigious ntu/nus :(

Before that went with regine to habitat for a sumptous brunch, kinda regret ordering cheese toast, should have just ordered big ben (sausages, scrambled eggs etc.) AND YAY! We had truffy fries! Love them!!

Tomorrow is start of internship, dreading it :( there goes my holidayyyy :(

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