Saturday, 25 August 2012

Tired:(

Exceptionally tired today, feel so drained out now. Dun feel like toking to anybody... Slept quite late last night cuz i was trying to perfect my schedule for promo test for my cadets:(

Woke up and had mac breakfast with my dad and mum and we walked to
Amk wet market! It made me felt like i was in some vintagey, old setting as wet market are not "advance"/hightech. The world is ever changing and everything is happening at such a fast pace. Though there were stenches, dirt was everywhere, the people looked gruffed and scampy(obviously, cuz is a wet market) I felt detached from this fast pace world, somehow, part of me, i really like this kind of old setting feeling alot, i felt freshed and spirited. Thereafter, we walked past bishan park and ead towards home. I felt peaceful in thir greenery, looking at how little kids walk, the plains, the fishes in the water, how owners take their dogs for walk etc. it made me slow down and think more in depth about the society, people's behavioural changes. I really felt detached from my busy hectic work and stress i faced in school, family, friends. Probably, i am a very introverted person too, spending quality time with myself is important and helpful to my well being:)

Had dinner at riverside hotel to celerbate my mum's burfday! It was ala carte, so eat all u can style, as usual, felt awkward and bored with those so many lao jiaos and all. I am not really attach to my relatives. We just dont seem to have chemistry. Hence, it was quite a bore but i was very restless and tired to care about how boring it is and just ate my food quietly. But the food was quite good though:)

My cuz migrated to china and she gave me my early birthday present:) i used to be really close with her, she coaches me maths and el when i was in pri sch, she is really fun to be with and we have many common favourites:) she bot for me this diy sushi and sphagetti set! Cuz she knows i like cooking n stuffs( really touched) what was even more touching was she gave me whitening masks!! I usually dont like masks or to whiteb my skin but there was once when i shopped at clotheswagon, they gabe me a few free masks, and after my atc during my cibtc, i was super super super tan, so i decided to use the masks! While putting them, my mother was otp with my cousin that day so my mum told my cousin abt me putting on masks and all, i think she is really sweet and attentive to remeber these little things i did<3

Now she is married, and there s this awkward kind of feeling, but i like her alot too!!:) prolly im more "grown up" and not so childish and playful when i was in pri sch i think:) oh! And she is pregnant! I hope the baby will be a little girl! So ican make friends with her and buy naice kewt things for her girl too!!!:)

Feeling super lethargic now. Shall sleep early! Nights!

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