TADA! THATS MY SECOND HOME! MORE LIKE A PLACE WHERE I FORGED SO MANY MANY MANY FRIENDSHIPS AND HAD TONS AND TONS OF UNFORGETTABLE, SWEET, WARMTH, MEMORIES
Yup! Today had sgt promotion test with moi cadets:) I planned this test for them, it was really challenging and tough because I had many queries, uncertainties and was very scared upstairs would be disappointed with my performance. Although, I am like of the same"rank" with the upstairs but yeahh.. cuz they are laojiao, i will still feel that terrifying space in between. But i think I kinda gave a mehmeh attitude to upstairs cuz he wanted me to try my best to make some changes to the schedule, his reasoning makes alot of sense and I believe with his reasoning, the test would definitely make me shine and grow confident, but he totally ruined my plan:( Plus, I sent the schedule twice to upstairs and there wasn't any feedback until today so like if I have to extend one activity, another will be affected and so on and so fourth. Also, I came up with this mini task( which I myself thought it was unique, and impressive ) , which is to hone the chairperson's leadership skills by giving him an edited version of my schedule with many instructions in it, and yeah... so all was ruined cuz everything overruned and they overwrited what I said :( which was like :( haish.. oh well, I think is kinda my fault cuz i should have reinforce and "force" them to help me check so i can plan ahead and all.. haish:( HOPEFULLY, they gonna let me plan the next sgt test and IM GONNA LIKE YEAH! YOU KNOW!
My cadets had their test at the canteen! So there was this group of scouts kids and they were like bang bang bang so noisy, eating their macs, and then I was soooooooo annoyed so I just " Hi sorry, can you keep your volume down cuz my cadets are having a test?" HAHAHAH their faces was like O.O the sorry boss look! HAHAHAH! I damn welfare right?:) but today's test just overruned by a few mins though, not inclusive of debrief, and zooweemama, I didnt expect that I will be doing the debrief cuz I thought I was suppose to take a back seat since I did all the work at the back, but I just smoked through my wayyy, but i think i always smoke but heng my favourite, inspiring story saved my life:) I think that stories are like the best way to inspire you, bring across a message, reinforce the values etc. plus like who will really listen to scoldings? seriously, just one ear in one ear out.. ohwell, but is ug, so there is still a need of a tinge of scoldings and truckoads of firmness.
and tralalalala, had a baking date with np peeps at clover! I booked the function room and it was super troublesome though:( but quite fun! there was like chao ta cookies and I was like lets disguised them with icing sugar! yay! HAHAHA I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE CHALET THOUGH! I HOPE CHANG WILL COME ASAP. BUT I CANT REALLY LET LOOSE CUZ THERE ARE MANY CADETS SO MUS MAINTAIN ABIT:( BUT I THINK IS GONNA BE FUN! LAST YR I ENJOYED IT! BUT I HOPE WE WILL HAVE THE ROOM FOR THIS YR:(
sooooooooo today I had this red camp interview, I was super lethargic, like nua diao, I slouched, i yawned, my eyes were like -.- the what you want look. HAHAHAH then ohyeah! made friends with this gal from bio med! SHE WAS FROM SAINT NICKS SEC EH! AND NPCC ALSO! THEN I WAS SO DAMN EGGCITED AND JUMP AND LIKE OMG OMG U KNW WHO IS BLABLABALA, then she was like ahahahah why u so excited, i tot typical saint nick gals will be even more hyper than me but ohwell:( but she was quite naice though, and then there was this guy, like mix blood, nam's friend, he was damn cool, got the swag and he taught us this cheer, SINESINE COSINESINESINE COSINESINE 3.14129. WE WILL WIN THE WAR WE WILL WIN THE WAR WE WILL WIN THE WAR ALALLALALA DAMN GOT SWAG!!! IT WAS STUCK IN MY HEAD LIKE UNTIL A FEW HOURS AGO. He is those popular kind of kiddo, yr 3, bs too! should have made friends with him too, I think he was like standing at one side, waiting for me to approach becuz i was very curious abt his sine sine cosine cheer and kept forgetting the 3.14129, all some weird numbers. ahahah yeah. but i dun really think i will get in though:( cuz I made alot of blunders and did silly things, and not really outstanding and ohwell. Im too distracted by the movie-pretty woman, toodles
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