Been really cranky this few days. Even shouted at molly cuz i tot she was asking me silly qns during ob. Gosh. Kinda feel bad. Hopefully my pre menstrual syndrom will gt away far far away from me soon. Really stress abt alot of stuffz. Theres like j, who i think is giving me hopes for nth, theres like s, whom i feel sorry and a tinge sense of fear, theres like p who is damn annoying, theres like exams nx week and i haven bloody touch a single shit, theres like dss and its long, tedious script.... Sianz.
I seriously need strength and motivation. Need some self control too. Secretly im hating like a few of my close friends and detesting them with all my heart sianz i think im possessed or smth:( ohgawd.
Today i let the secret out of the bag to lynn. Felt comforting after telling her abt it, i mean is nt abt showing off that heyyy, someone is xxxx me. But is like this burden, this at a lost, whereby im nt really exp and goodfriends advice and thoughts will definitely easen this load. This kind of
Thing is nt really load either, is just too exciting for words and bothers me alot kind of thing. Ohwell....
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