BMGT, OB REPORT IS OVER!
i think i daydreamed like for 5 secs when molly is presenting abt the roles in bmgt, hence the flow for the powerpoint was not good as I didnt click properly, that chemistry was lost and i kinda felt bad for screwing up that minor part, i doubt molly realizes too. lol. at first i was really nervous, but after when i speak, i got the flow and it was ok. and we sang "save my world" which kinda failed but I still enjoyed the processed of working on the project wif mollypolly:)
ob was meh.
BMGT is gonna be really eggciting this sem, there's more tasks to explore hence, more interaction within groupmates! and I communicated with frankie alot:) really happy though:)
saw darren moh's zi lian photo on fb, it was really funny and silly and i started showing the pic to everyone, darren moh never fails to make my day :) i went to comment "intro pls" on his picture, i bet he must be cursing and swearing at me... as usual...
my dad came to fetch me today, tgt with molly, lame shit, he kept nagging and nagging about me giving him an earlier time.. i told him lesson ends at 5.30, but unfortunately i hopped in the car at 6.00 and he was nagging and all. im like.. seriously, ngee ann is humongous, and our teacher might not release us on time, and we needa walk, take lifts, walk, cross roads, climb etc. last night, i told him sch starts at 8.00 then he was like okay 7.30 leave the house, 8.00 we willr each, then i was like lesson starts at 8.00 and i needa walk? then he was like yup! u will reach school by 8. wtf. he just don get me. i really cannot gt along wif ppl whom does not share the same chemistry as me i think.. but i think everyone feels the same too... the he started giving me stupid tests like. does your bus to ngee ann goes this way or that way while i was in the car. then i was like huh? er this way? molly was whispering me to me "this way!" in my mind, i was thinking why would he suddnly ask me such ridiculous qns? im like so sucky at roads and directions and everyone knows... and he was scolding me for not putting effort in answering his qns and all. wtf. will this affect much? and i really dun give a damn about roads and ... ahya jus fml.
feeling really dead tired.. and i think np peeps are kinda disappointed wif me for not able to attend beatty's sec 1 orientation tmrw:( kinda feel bad cuz i really wanna attend, i knw im gonna enjoy it and all, enjoying all the hypes in the school, but im really tired and i needa catchup wif my school work. I am kinda like a slow learner and tend to procrastinate alot. People say, if you can manage time well, you can actually fufill all of ur commitments, the point is, diff ppl has diff personality, there are slow learners in this world( like me), they need time to adapt, rest etc. i need time to procrastinate in order to proceed on further to my work, so all this bits and pieces of time are actually impt to me, if you think that i cna use these procrastinated time to commit to np and all, but unfortunately, is these bits and pieces of breaks charging my body up, giving me that extra push in my work, therefore, i can study more effectively under such circumstances. I cant foresake my studies, Im not that noble to foresake them like what np peeps did, somehow, despite the fact that i dun wanna continue studying after poly life, i secretly wished that i can do really well for my gpa, n still gt into some prestigious uni... but... oh well...
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