Lost a friend:(

Mix feeling now. I jus lost like one of my closest bestie. His not dead! Is like .... Ohwell. So, typical me was bullying him, asking him abt he and t, like is my style wad. My character. I have been pestering abt this for ages. Cuz im curious. Im curious and childlike. I knw it myself, everyone knows it, nobody doesnt. And then he jus started scolding me harshly and just vulgared at me, and im like what the hell did i do. He started accusing me of being a big mouth blablabla. Homaigawd. Cant take it. He jus spoilt my night. And as i tot i was able to study, im now rotting on the bed. Wtf. Did i do!?!?