My dad and i argued again today abt his stewpid company and my work etc. i was careless when i did his work and all la, which made him super piss, and i finally quit. And he made a big woohaa over it, abt me being ingrate, hopeless, a quitter, lousy attitude etc.
So wad la, i knw is irresponsible, is unbecoming. But i have a choice and all wad, if is bo bian, i will surely stay committed and be responsible and all wad. I live to be happy, not to make ppl happy. True enough, i cant revolve around in my own world, i try my best to help ppl etc, i feel accomplished and all. There were times my dad did praised me abt my goodwork and all, i still felt all was a big burden and cant wait to get rid of it but i jus cant bear to say it la. Soft hearted or afraid maybe?
Im feeling so much better after tell everything to my gal patrick though:) pray that tmrw will be a better day!
Toodles
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