Life

Today i ate quite alot for breakkie! oreo with milk and rainbow fishes( sarah gave it to me cuz ytd i texted her to tell her inwas cranky!' ) Went to chuwen s mommy s wake recently, she passed away due to cancer:( went there with sasa, shaun, and her mum:( cw s mum was being diagnosed with cancer since she was sec1, and she didnt tell a single soul abt it. When we saw her, her eyes didnt swell as much as we expected, is either she has been being very brave or living in self denial, away from the cold hard truth. Sasa s mum was diagnosed with cancer, ruths dad had a stroke. All of our parents has at least a sickness already, like my mum.. She was being p and had d too:( wonder when will this vicious cycle stop, wonder if it is really cursed or smth since 4 of us were really good friends during pri sch.

Saw tony on the bus recently, and as i wanted to wave, i dropped my owl and all his friends at the back laughed... Lameeee... So embarrasing! n we ketchup a little, and i was sharing wif him how i think gladys and i are kinda distant right now. Recently, i think i hv been really distant with many ppl like mich, gladys, ares and many many ppl. I think right now tony is like the only good friend from cibtc whom we have been keeping in touch since he is like in the same course as me. The rest are in diff schs, diff course:( hardly even see them around in sch at all. And mj commented on my pic on fb and i was like where is my ares outing!? And he didnt even respond:( oh welll....

I complained to chang abt grace chiam
The other day abt how she doesnt take initiative to date us out and all, surprisingly she wanted to lunch with me recently and we decided to have it executed nx yr!:) hooray!!

Went out wif sarrylarry ytd to chinatown, otw, i saw jierui and chongxian, feel so happy is like the c beattyian day! actualy didnt really c jierui, cuz he texted me and asked me was i at the mrt.. and blablabla. Kinda sad that he is living spore, he is like one of the kewtest junior i had la! chongxian and i wasnt very close la, but then we toked like siao and i lied to him i was in rp and all! teeheee!! i really loved the atmosphere and setting, it felt like another country with all
The run down shophouses, street hawkers! Oh i ate white carrot cake for dinez! It was heavenly! The crispyiest carrot cake i ever eaten! If only there were lesser of this salted thingy, i think is salted fish, but sarah told me is actually white raddish, it would be purrrfecttt! We went to oakham market, and she bought a few loots! Nth caught my eye though and i was really broke:( the street at oakham market was so quaint! It was barish, beerish, angmoish, countryish, it felt like it was a 1980s setting, i really love places in spore which made me felt like i was in another era/country, i felt so happy and peaceful, forgetting abt the fastpace lifestyle i am having.... Will
Go there someday again!!

Ytd we had ob presentation, and billy was funny:) look at him!

 

slacked with molly at the back of the lecture to prepare for our dss:) in the end, it turn out alright! i didnt fumble as much as i expected:)

and shortly after the lecture, we went to do dss, ahahaha and we bullied jiantoufa:) he helped us clean the dirty smirty tables at the atrium! oh and he treated us bb tea:) i drank mango sunrise yoghurt and i lied to ppl it was called mango sunset, lol and they believed! haahahah:) ho maigawddddddddddd

su hui korkor intro me to this:) is diy oreo and milk:) i name it oreo cereal:) super duper nice:)

molly wapp me a pic of this, indeed i didnt ku siao. but oh well. come to think of it, i cant really smile properly in poly cuz i really hate life in poly and miss sec sch loads, unless is smth really happy or im really very happy or smth so peeps out there! u shld feel honoured when i really no ku siao when i take pic with you! <3

 

this is yummy cheesy rainbow fishies sarah gave me cuz i told her i was feeling cranky upon meeting her at bishan to mrt tgt to chinatown!<3 feel so loved! and it really taste yummmyyyy!

CONSECUTIVE GOOD FOOD IN 2 DAYS :(

Went to this place at amk called cowboy tavern. The food is pretty good and the environment is like woody farmy kind:) and the waiters were in cowboyish suits:) i ordered crazy horse. It was kinda embarassing cuz i "accepted" a dish from the waiter but apparently, it was not mine, it was jl's so ppl were like or horrrr jolyn stole jl's food. mehh, and there were like alot of upstairs ppl, so it was abit xiasuay, like as a ci, u shld minimise careless mistakes and uphold this alertness feel, so yup:( xia-suayed myself:( plus, upstairs was like sitting at my table:(
but he was damn naice, he offered me soup, although he claimed that he didnt want it though, and he sent me home, although we were alone in the car, it wasnt tat awkward and i think i kinda leak out abt the feeling i have towards my unit, abt the bonds and all, which is kinda negative la, but i quickly covered it up:) but it is located at some ulu part of amk, under a hdb blk but there's direct bus from amk mrt station:) prolly gonna dine there again:)

the purpose of this was to celerbrate our beloved ls's birthday, lol finally he sat down and took a proper birthday cake picture with us, the previous time at sazierya when there was only e5, he kept jumping here and there and we took much persuasion to settle him down. okay, i knw my eyes are close:( mehhhhh:( oh! and i ketchuped wif jq! So glad to c her there, it was kinda awkward cuz there was like all guys, and this upstairs mam, and upstairs upstairs, lololo. and ggl came late so he didnt share the same table as me and jh:( but oh well! i have jq, who cares, but kinda feel bad pangseh ing jh, cuz i was too absorbed in my own convo with jq, so i left he alone with upstairs! teehee. love the feeling when u just like make friends wif one for barely a few months and there are no awkward convos <3

 

 

TODAI WE HAVE CLASS LUNCH AT SOME BUKIT PLAZA PLACE. It was at some restaurant, i ordered the cheapest set cuz i no lui:( I ate aglio oglio with bacon, apprently, though aglio oglio is oily, but is actually cooked with olive oil yo! and is one of the healthier pasta( healthier then tomato base yo ).  it wasnt really awkward, but personally, i feel that bonding sessions should not be over like meals or smth, cuz i dun like eating while having my meals cuz i wanna tok but i will be damn unglam when i tok with mouth full of food, like some disgusting freak who churns their food by talking -.- 

but thennn, is a class lunch wad, so u dun tok u miss out, so yeah, but ohwell, i like to stick to my principles, i mean like is so damn gross to tok with mouth with food, and i don eat very fast so yeahh, i needa double up when i eat, where got time to chitty chatty, but okay la, this class lunch, at least i made a friend call billy, ahahahah, idk why i suddnly tot of this name billy, mayb cuz one of the upstairs also call billy then me n jh always like make fun of him. but its kewt yo, billy billy billyyyyy beeeeleeeeeeeeeeeee!

there's bmgt today, so many things happen but hello walls have ears, i really wanna pen it downnn>:( SCREW IT I SHALL NOT PEN IT DOWN. but frankie was really damn naice okay, like gentleman, one of the bestest heart ever, but he dun gl ppl, kinda like ppl who gl's, is more fun, prolly, he doesnt wanna be so close to gals since he is attached </3 oh well! poof!

TOMORROW IS HELLOWEEN AND I CANT WAIT TO BE IN MY GHOSTLY GEEKY STUDENT OUTFIT! HOORAYYYY! TRICK OR TRICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK :)

 

HAPPY BURSTAY KAIXIN!

Went to my dearie sarah s house today to grab kx prezzies! ( loots from bugis st ) SARAH S ROOM SO PWEETY! obv... Since she lives in a terrace! BUT I ONLY TOOK A LITTLE GLANCE SINCE HER UHMONEH WAS WITH ME! HAAHHAAHAH! I just STOLE HER PET PHRASE!

Then hopped to novena! Had soghurt wif sarah and we decided to plan a little mission for kaixin- we placed her loots at another table, and will like fake up a story, and being curious kaixin, she will take it, and we will be like finder s keepers! :) hooray!

But then when kx came, she wnted to have soghurt again:( ithink inspent like 8 bucks on soghurt today:( ohmann. Bt it was nice! I didnt gt tired over itttt!!:)

LEOZ

OKAY NOW I GOT THE FEEL TO LIKE WRITE DOWN TRAITS FOR MY FUTURE HUBBY <3

1) MUST CAN SING( like damn kewl kind of voice, like the voice must man la, but must got the singable voice, like jason mraz! gt the deh deh voice. okay )
2) RICH ( at least have some money in the pocket, like don so bu yao qiu shang jing kind, ahhh! ambitious! and kacching kacching, cuz i wanna have a nice nice house, i wanna diy, i need ,money to fufill my dream, idw a house like plain plain colour, plain plain furniture, i want quirky quirky furniture, and splashes of paints everywhere! YAY )
3) GOT THE LOOKS ( like dont so ugly, like above average, although i not damn chio, but i think i also not damn ugly, oh wateva, ya! so mus got the looks or else i will be damn mehmeh everyday )
4) BUFFFFFFFFFFF <3 ( old alr get fat and baldy i dont care, but must buffbuff until like 40 years old?? HAHAHAH yay! like dun buff until like some monster, idw damn bulging kind, oh and the chest dun bulging like siao also, like a minus minus cup will do, bulgy monsters are damn scary )
5) FUNNY ( mus same channel as me ofc, mus got the mo qi thingy! yay )

alright thats about it:)



so! ytd, i went for a bbq with molly, damn sad:( didnt eat alot leh, wasted my 12 bucks, but the company was damn good la. like everybody was quite funny and same channel too! we played chucky chucky but quite fail:( mehhh. but damn sad, i needa leave early:( haish, stewpid curfew, woes of a single child. the place was damn pretty! it looked like some damn atas villas, although it was just a condo, but it was like houses being fenced up kind, called lambridge i think. hahahaha and then kiefer is being know as saifer, ahahah, thats like one of the funny part too. then, i cabbed home wif huiqin, molly and lionel home:) 7.50 leh

ohbefore that, molly came to my house, time really flies man, then we made sphagetti and sushi, like the popping candies kind, but is not eatable, but it was damn fun and we made quite a mess, hahaahha and we just anyhow diy-ed our sushi, and there was like damn kewt utensils, like there was a rice cooker? lol, to make the rice etc. we went to my favourite playground, had macs, and soaked our legs in the kiddy pool! then stalked classmates then off to bbq!

MBS WITH MC AND JULIE

YTD I WENT OUT WIF MOLLY MUNCHIN AND JULIE! IT WAS KINDA FUN BUT  MC FELT SIAN LIKE HALF WAY THRU OUR SO YA LOR.

I was feeling rather lethargic too, and slightly awkward cuz previously, julie was jelly abt this and that, and ya lor.. so I didnt really speak much but it was still okay la, and shit man, i think i look damn fat in some peektures, really need to tone my meat, and cut down, later ppl judge or smth. And luckily, there were like a few pictures that I smiled properly so quite heng also, not all ku siao kind.

AND WE WENT DIN TAI FUNG, HAHAHA AND IT WAS MY FIRST TIME EATING XIAO LONG BAO IN THAT PLACE. luckily the soup was not the burny tonguey kind, the food was good, but kinda pricey:(

then we went to clark quay and had turkish iscream! yummy dummy! is like chewy dewy kind and quite soft, i really like the atmosphere there, got the night life feel, dont even feel like spore, don have the hectic, busy, chaotic atmosphere like the city. Cant wait for nx yr when im 18, then I can guang ming zheng da enter into pubs and YOLOOOOO! There is like fountains, mini shops, dark pubs, the feel is like just so there.

Then julie gave me and munchin angry bird mooncake, she said she gave us the last 2 pieces and she didnt leave any for herself to taste it! Quite touched though :) It looks really really kewt and is snowskin! so yay! but mine i think was egg yolky bits feeling:(

following then, i had a ketchupy, h2h talk with my dearest sasa:) cuz i saw a tan on the train! ahhahaha and yup, frozen also told me many stories abt a tan! Really miss her alot:( and feel quite sad for her, like her probs, her bro, her mum and all, really want to help her alot, be it emotionally, or the money-kind, I will lend her a hand la! But as usual, she is stilll doing well, quite proud of her:) But she has quite high expectations of herself, she wants to get those h3 subs to gt scholarships, hopefully she gets it and don't put so much stress on herself, and hope zac takes good care of her too:) YAY!

Unexpected

Baked cheese shortbread ytd! And gave some to am jiejie! Cuz she is gonna return back to china with her little baby in her tummy so i wanted to whipped something for her! Since we are both cheese loves:) idecided to tey cheese shortbread. It was kind of a inpromptu decision. I acc my mum down to the maket to shopshop so i decided to go and shop At ntuc for some Baking stuffs, then had that inspiration!:)

When am jiejie came! We had a h2h talk! Not really h2h, like kind of like share with her abt cibtc, np since i was polishing my boots! Haven tok to her like that for years i think, we chatted alot when i was in pri sch though!

HAD PARADE TODAY <3
Wasnt really looking forward to it at first cuz team was "storming" and there were many conflicts and the bond was kinda weaker. But i still went cuz I was prepared to put in my best to shine since i was studying abt the diff drills and all these few days. Drills were never my forte but I was much more int to memorising and understanding the drills than poly subs:( yup! I pictured many scenarios that i will end up daoing them, one man land, but it didnt, it was super duper unexpected.

I took the sec2 squad tgt with my handy notebook cuz their mentors had new world presentation. Since ls and i were the only one who wore full u(pathetically enough i was the only one who brought my full u), he went to helpout at the sec1 side! Then when his sec1 mentors returned he popped over for the last 30 mins of the drill session and omg, it was like a joke session. We planned many silly stuffs like marching them to the classrooms
And do count by the count to disturb the new world presentation and we had many many failed attempts. Then we made them hentak for super duper long and just keep on L and L and L. Quite paiseh as some cl s saw our expressions. Then when i went in to the classroom. The half u ones sat at the back, i didnt felt pangseh ed cuz i was solo gal and all. At least ls automatic jumped and sat at the back and we toked abt bk and stuffs. Then we hopped out of the classroom and left the 3 pt kit ci s;(

Shortly after, team of 4 was sitting at thecage chatting happily like last time;) excluding jh cuz he broke his arm, but ohwell... Jh is feeling really left out now due to xxxxxzzzzzxxxxzzzzz and many many stuffs. Im still contemplating to go for agd! But scared ls will ps me or smth;( hmmmm...

Oh and finally, told the cadets the dying story i wanted to tell to them abt the carpenter and his boss. After debrief, ggl and ls hopped over to reading room was quite happy to hear that ! Cuz it is now qiyue and im Scared to Go home Alone! We spent like 1 hour plusplus chilling there and singing song and it was epic, fun filled, unforgettable, unbefitting, thick skinned etcetc. Gosh!

My first eva rainbow cake<3

Feeling so freaking lethargic the whole day again:( played badminton wif my dad and his friends. And there was this father who were playing wif us top! So pressurising, but he was damn naice! Teehee! And ohmygawd, my stamina is really really really weak! Or prolly cuz i felt super dizzy and lethargic before the game! I cannot tank! Like after 30 mins i need a break kind, and i was super unwell, looking at the shuttlecot flying to and fro, but despite that, i still won some matches yo!

Went for hunters first birthday bash' it was really cool! Though ofc,i was stoney ar first, but after when all the guest left, i roamed a lil and played with him! Kids are quite kewl<3 there was this mini swimming pool with slides and all, super kewt guestbook with super naice glitters, cut outs stickers, ballooney, lots of variety of
food etc. and his cake was rainbows:)

For my wedding, i think i want those super quiet kind at some other countries, like japan? London? France?:) then just have a mini wedding ceremony with both of us and just like 3 people or nobody at all!:) for my kids, hmmmm.. Nt much inspiration now.

And ohmygosh! My ec jus wadaspp me! Shocked ttm! But i wasnt in a very eggcited mood cuz im overwhelmed with stress, i guess is girl's temparement. Im like solo girl in my team so i think they are not as sensitive and all, but cant blame them either, they are having tests and such too! Currently im planning a sgt promo test, so clueless about so many things but i wan to perfect it so much till i think i asked to many qns to my team and they start to mehmehmeh mee:( ohwell, so now, im trying to be more tactful with my qns:) and plus, this is sgt test with advance drills and all so i tend to set higher targets for myself too, nt only will i want to stretch the cadets, i need to stretch myself too!:)

Toodles!

Teary day

thou day started wet and lazy. 

 watched yi nan wang from 10.30-12.30am, there were many scenes that were quite touching, though is an oldie and lao ahpek kind of show, but oh well, the plot is just too happening! Hahaha, i bet might family will not end up so complicated like that, i bet there are not many families out there with such complicated relationships too. Hence, I cried during that 2 hour drama, luckily my mum went to school, THAT WAS WHY I MEANT MY DAY WAS WET! 

Apparently, my mum is learning english, yeah! at some amk cc. hip right she! thanks guys:) the way she pronounce her el is quite comical, sometimes she will ask me how to pronounce this and that but after telling her the pronunciation, she pronounced it otherwise, and the tone and pronunciation is super duper comical! there's a chinese saying"huo dao lao, xue dao lao", kinda proud that she is learning english, but that means I cannot like text in front of her/write notes or whatever nots cuz she will be able to understand, hahah still rmb those days when i conversed wif my friends about guys/relationships via phone etc. , i was able to speak up freely to my friends in front of my mother.

Oh! and this was what I had for breakfast! day started out sweet too:) J-co donuts:) yum slurp slurp

 

 

 Went out to sell my blue oxford shoes to this gal, the shoes are in a very bad shape, there s like "cracks" at the sole, a tiny weeny hole and I sold it for 13 bucks:) ahahah, the girl said she didn't mind okay! But the shoes looks clean, hygiene level still there okay!  Following then, i had a mini meetup wif jialing, cuz she passed me my crotchet dress which I lend her for her friend's wedding. 

Shortly after, I went to amk for my piano "trial thingy" CUZ TOMORROW IS MY GRADE EIGHT PIANO EXAM so i needa be familiar with the piano and all.. yeah.. not very nervous now but i bet tomorrow I will be, very much! Had jap food for dinner! misses chawanmushi so much!!!     

                                                       

I was super duper emotional during my piano trial lesson, cuz it would be the last lesson with her:( actually, my teacher and I are not very close, we dont h2h or have meals tgt/ have any interesting memory, the only thing" interesting" was that she asked me to help her sell her ferrari stuffs on my blogshop. Though there is nothing to miss but her gracefulness, her elegance, her skills, will definitely be missed by me:( she always likes to "kaypoh" around my house, read letters on the dining table, search for a plaster HERSELF(and she used some disney princess plaster) actually, there are a few interesting memories though:(  since she has been teaching me for 8-9 years:( ohmygawd! yeah and obviously, me, this stewpid, weakling, cried too, before the trial practice, i was sitting there thinking about her and all (IM NOT LES), i was like stoning and all, teared a lil but that was when she has not arrived.However, upon seeing her my joy knew no bounds when i saw her, i think that is like the first time i felt so happy to see her:( 

after the trial lesson, went we were outside the studio already, she was saying something like will you be at home whole day.. all the best.. I didnt really catch it though, cuz i was crying already, luckily, i didnt tie up my hair, so i kinda looked down and she was tall so yeah... and "lucky" by jason mraz was played in that mall, so , the atmosphere was like sombre, lonely, sad. I tried t avoid her, I think she signalled me to walk with her but i pretended i did not c, so she took the lift while i pretended to look at my phone and texted.. :( haish. kinda secretly wished i failed this grade8exam and she will teach me again:( but is quite stewpid la! MISS KOH! I remember the last time when I had such feeling was also the few months after my breakup, i think i just cannot stand being apart from someone whom i know very long and all, what i meant by apart is forever not communicating with each other, not see each other etc. as i said previously, my piano teacher and i were not close at all so obviously, it would be awkward to meet her in the future:( 

 I WILL MISS YOU ALOT, MISS KOH:(

I was also thinking to sent her some happy teacher's day card or something:( 

" absence makes the heart grow fonder", though her "absence" is just a few hours ago, but yeah..

Examination day no. 2

HUAT ARH! No more intense memory work papers! Now left with poa, I have 5 more days to study that! A little jittery for poa cuz i failed during tests and if i fail during exam, Im gonna "retain" which is super duper embarrassing and no words can describe that kind of pain and sadness:( Im gonna buck up after todays little break! Yes I will!

Went out with this little munchin to bugis street then plaza sing:) and yup bought those:) each at 10 dollars only leh! hello?! super pretty:) the material is super duper goody too! polyester... the back of the anchor top is cross back, bra wont be exposed though:) the back of the mustache top is super duper kewt too, is like black buttons down. Both non sheer! Probably gonna sell them at my bs for around 20? kacching kacching! Probably after my exams, might go to bugis street to source for more supplys for my blogshop! 

Feeling rather lethargic now after that shopping trip! Came home to feast these strawberries:) they are quite sour but my dad add some lemon sugary thingy which made had a tinge of sourness and loads and loads of uniqueness flavour in it! <3

Energy booster!

Not a fan of coffee ish stuffs:) but these sticks are really tasty! Thin rolls of crisped waffle biscuit wrapped around coffee creme with this sweet smelling tinge of coffee and sweetness in it! Ohsoyummy! Had like 1 long full stick of this and a few pieces of broken ones in the midst of my miec revision:)

Though it looks kinda chinarish(not trying to hint anything:) made in china stuffs are good too:) like my poohs and pillows:) made in china and they all look so kewl and lovely!!), but it taste really really good!

Btw, econs you suck>:(
Toodles!

Yum slurpslurp!

Cant wait to try this out!!! Gonna buy nutella or tuna and try instead of iscream:) yay!