LEOCAMP2012

I actually had second thoughts of coming to leocamp but overall, i enjoyed it though. My bunkmates were damn naice:) we h2h! Though they like nerd nerd kind rite, but we same channel kind. I even told them abt julie and uss' strained relationship!

Last two nights we really tonned wif frozen and other guys till damn late! I had only one hour plus of powernap ytd! Frozen is like my new buddy in leocamp! He looks damn shameless and noobie but he is actually funny like siao and is those damn hardcore, high profiler kind in ngee ann! Profiles in ngee ann is impt like siao, only high profiles can u stand out better and will be able to enjoy ur life at ngeeann better too!! I h2ht with him like siao and YOLO YOLO YOLOOOOO!!!and bcuz of him, i did something like damn yolo also! lololo, needa have a yolo life! But even though he is like high profile kind, we were still like on the same channel kind so I enjoyed such companionship. We tonn-ed tgt for nuts and I think he thought i was close to hl thats why he spilt out his secrets, cuz like the las day of camp, i told him i was not, he was quite appalled! ahahahha wateva la!

then there was also zheng cheng, he became damn naice and on kind, i think las camp ppl talked bad abt him which was quite mean but ohwell, polictics( and my grp has many to. He said i was super duper quiet last time and the number of words i talked is lesser then the number of words i wrote on his paper! Prolly cuz i was a freshie and felt forlon and new to ngeeann??? Hahaha

then there was yancy and aria, they also were buds! They were my roomies and we tonned tgt with frozen, they abit nerd nerd kind but they were damn naice and really fun to tok too though:)

Then there was like my new friend, melissa, we didnt really tok much i think. But we bullied kiefer tgt, we allied, gestured, cautioned each other, it was damn fun. We had like chemistry! HAHAHA AND POOR KIEFER! oh and there was chun yong too! I hid his sleeping bag and made him help us! Hahaahaha. We really did many silly funny things tgt!!

lastly, there was julie, she is really nice and sweet but our r/s was kinda strained cuz she was jelly jelly of me n mc, mc and I feels that she is kinda spoilt and all la, like yeah...now there's this lil awkwardness between me and her i think, and she is also my GL la, she is ra-ra and quite fun but then I think she cannot work under stress and like very very pessismistic, I think she should try to work wif the Heng's even though the sis is kinda mean but the brother changed and was quite "intelligent" but yeah...

We had this activity whereby one will write little notes to another on the paper pasted on the backs. Its like affirmation, confirmation kind of thingy. Luckily, I had like substantial enough of notes, if one has like damn little notes, will look really damn stewpid. But then, i somehow pity those who were like sitting there waiting for time to past quickly, theres like this tinge of shamefulness and sadness in them cuz they are not as popular/friendly as others so nobody really wrote notes on their backs, so I somehow feel that this system was quite bad. Although the whole period, there was like this enthusiasm and excitement filled in the air so I was quite ra-ra about it! I think the fuzzy wuzzy method is better:)

BOOGIS DAY WITH SARAH <3

Went bugis today with sarah! Actually i was damn nua and didnt feel like going out but yup,decided to go in e end! We went bugis street and search for kaixin s birthday present! We wanted to like buy her clothes for her burfday!

The stuffs were really pretty! And i saw this damn pretty rainbow shoes that is so freaking kewl and unique! Almost bought it but an ordeal occured! YOLO! I damn lazy to repeat the story but te conclusion was. This slutty looking china-ish aunty who wore a tube dress which showed half of her cups told me and sarah sacrastically that we need to watch out when shopping in bugis street, they will rmb us, we waste time, blablabla blooblooo. And whn the uncle was like saying that i took a peektures of his shoes, i denied and showed him my phone, but luckily for the split second he looked away from me and i managed to delete the pic and i make myself sound as if i was the victim and i claimed that i allowed the uncle to look at all the photos even though it was my privacy and like zoom the photos for him! It was damn scary, my fear knew no bounds, i tried to composed myself and use proper el and refrained from stuttering or smth! But conclusion was, i won, cuz in e end he was like okay nvm, i believed u.

And anyway that shop rite, was like also the same shop i went wif gladys and michelle las time, where i saw this damn pretty rainbow wedges and when i exclaimed" eh rainbow eh" and the same old pathetic uncle was like trying to gain sales from me. But the price was damn mehmeh!

So now! Im damn scared to go there! Like yeah!

DJ MILK FOOD RACE!

BACK FROM DJ MILK FOOD RACE! IT IS SERIOUSLY THE BEST NGEE ANN ACTIVITY I EVER ATTENDED( i attended like baoc, leocamp, ba comm inauguration, etc ) HENCE, i came to a
conclusion that ngee ann activities always damn suck and sianz kind. Cuz everytime whenever i attend such activties, is either my grpmates nt on kind, the nuanua ahgua type( I damn man one ) , my gl s damn sianz kind,, the activities and games are damn lamo kind ( like play 1000 times kind ) so i was like really hating ngeeann damn alot plus my class was damn mehmeh which made me missed beatty so damn much till the hatred for ngee ann was like the MAX LEVEL I TELL U!

ACTUALLY, I WAS REALLY HAVING SECOND THOUGHTS OF COMING DJ MILK YO! But i really really wanna be an sc! Like seriously like my baoc the sc is quite girly quiety so like i really wanna make a difference man! Mus show to the world girls like a man only yo!

Initially, my grpmates were agnes, wilson and junwei and the silly munchin. Actually my first impression of agnes nt really good cuz i gt a feeling she and me nt same
Channel one then like damn sian but zooweemamama!! WE HAD MUTUAL AQUAINTANCE YO! NT REALLYFRIENDS! And we gossiped like siao. And then suddnly pop out this leon person. He was this beatty guy. Then zooweemama, like our impression of him change man! Actually he was quite naice kind, cuz mc and i tot he was those hardcore notty gangsters kind. But anyway everyone in my grp is damn naice and on and steady one and we speak like the same channel la!

I didnt really particpate actively i think. Eh wait. Actually i damn on one. And hyped up but after the part when i needed to top up my stewpid ez link and had like difficulties then i held back my team so i was damn guilty. Like the ohshitman, dun dare to tok or make a single sound incase ppl dao but surprisingly after like 15 mins i okay liao, then we begin to bully agnes. Hahahaha apparently, leon and wilson keep bullying poor agnes and as usual, i damn brother one! So i help
Agnes! TEAMAGNES YO! But still damn funny so i still gt laugh at her la! HAHAHAHA OKAY. Then my geog is damn lousy one. Idk how to
Think of places. Like i nt those wordy languagey person i think. So
Yup i didnt contribute. Like i only like to bomb answers but as u knw, if one is deep in thoughts thinking to
Solve the clue given for the place, then it wil heighten the stress and then ppl
Will feel damn irritated one! So like mehmeh. And then my grp is damn bonded kind, at first the 2nd and 3rd station we were damn far behind like the last but like the damn last last kind. In e end, WE MADE IT TO THE FIRST, LIKE AN HOUR AHEAD THOSE KIND! YAY! THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR TEAM JUBJUB! HIPHIP!....

the chalet was quite good too, although it was creepy since it was changi! Kinda feel more attach to mc class though but like still feel kinda weird cuz like yeah! And then we had this like blind dating thingy game. It was damn funny. I think i made a fool of myself. Then is like waaaa mehhh damn sian, i mean like is kinda good to throw face cuz ppl will knw u but i think till the extend that is like the pol lying abt thier identity and all and so is like mehmehmeh. But anyway is still quite fun yo!

And ohmyshit! We played chucky chucky bangbang till i was so eggcited that my thighs were damn red. Like got the spots spots red red blackish thingsss. Eeeewww!

Up nx will be leocamp but idon really look forward to it. I think this time my grpmates are really mehmeh:(mehmehmehhhhhhhhhhh and then i think that i look better wif like my left view while taking photos. Photo bombed using lynns phone and face the cam wif my left view! I think it turn out great! Hope she can upload soon and then cover all my other pictures! Teehee! And ohmyshit. Iforgot how to smile properly:( i mean like sec 3,sec4 i didnt ku siao much n now im like :/

BLOGSHOP

SO TODAY I WAS SHOPPING AT A SPECIFIC URL AND THEN CHANCED UPON SO MANY PRETTY LOOTS SO
I GOT A FEEL TO START A BLOGSHOP:)

Actually, i have one alr, sells mostly my old clothes an stuffs and is still quite active and updated but i tot that i should make a clean break between my both bs since the one im gonna start is like a stepping stone to my real
Online shop, i wanna make it like those livejournal kind yo!!:)

Here are some loots which i tot was really pretty <3 data-blogger-escaped-a="a" data-blogger-escaped-actually="actually" data-blogger-escaped-and="and" data-blogger-escaped-at="at" data-blogger-escaped-br="br" data-blogger-escaped-but="but" data-blogger-escaped-collar="collar" data-blogger-escaped-customers="customers" data-blogger-escaped-cut="cut" data-blogger-escaped-disappointed="disappointed" data-blogger-escaped-feel="feel" data-blogger-escaped-following="following" data-blogger-escaped-fun="fun" data-blogger-escaped-gives="gives" data-blogger-escaped-gonna="gonna" data-blogger-escaped-hem="hem" data-blogger-escaped-i="i" data-blogger-escaped-im="im" data-blogger-escaped-in="in" data-blogger-escaped-is="is" data-blogger-escaped-it="it" data-blogger-escaped-kinda="kinda" data-blogger-escaped-lacey="lacey" data-blogger-escaped-like="like" data-blogger-escaped-look="look" data-blogger-escaped-loots="loots" data-blogger-escaped-more="more" data-blogger-escaped-my="my" data-blogger-escaped-of="of" data-blogger-escaped-off="off" data-blogger-escaped-oversized="oversized" data-blogger-escaped-preppy="preppy" data-blogger-escaped-pullover="pullover" data-blogger-escaped-really="really" data-blogger-escaped-rosey="rosey" data-blogger-escaped-suggest="suggest" data-blogger-escaped-that="that" data-blogger-escaped-the="the" data-blogger-escaped-them="them" data-blogger-escaped-then="then" data-blogger-escaped-there="there" data-blogger-escaped-theres="theres" data-blogger-escaped-think="think" data-blogger-escaped-this="this" data-blogger-escaped-tinge="tinge" data-blogger-escaped-tmrw="tmrw" data-blogger-escaped-to="to" data-blogger-escaped-top="top" data-blogger-escaped-trimmings="trimmings" data-blogger-escaped-uniqueness="uniqueness" data-blogger-escaped-upload="upload" data-blogger-escaped-vintagey="vintagey" data-blogger-escaped-was="was" data-blogger-escaped-were="were" data-blogger-escaped-will="will"> Off too!:) i really really love vintagey stuffs alot<3 data-blogger-escaped-br="br">

TED

TED IS DAMN KEWT OKAY. DAMN KEWT SERIOUSLY. I CANT WAIT TO WATCH IT ON FUNSION. BUT IS A SICK MOVIE SO I NEEDA DO IT DISCREETLY INCASE MY PARENTS JUDGE ME! :(

Time really flies when you are having fun

Ytd was kids-at-my-house day. The yellow boy is my cuzzie. He was actually enthusiastically looking after those 2 monkeys. I loved and caree alot for this cuzzie of mine when i was younger, i could c him in me, hahah, i used to enthusiastically play and look after him when i was younger. But as i grew older, hahaha, i kept bullying kids but i think secretly, im like dyingto play with them but smth is holding me back. But yeah! Kids are really kewl! I rmb las time when i did the moe event job, i was a child minder, and i really had fun praising how marvellous their colourings were, comforting the sad little ones:) awww <3 data-blogger-escaped-:=":" data-blogger-escaped-br="br" data-blogger-escaped-bs="bs" data-blogger-escaped-child="child" data-blogger-escaped-course="course" data-blogger-escaped-have="have" data-blogger-escaped-instead="instead" data-blogger-escaped-of="of" data-blogger-escaped-psycholgy="psycholgy" data-blogger-escaped-should="should" data-blogger-escaped-taken="taken">
Thereafter, p and i burnt the night oil like siao, he helped me to dl sleeping dogs and im damn sad that the file was corrupted cuz i was actually lookin forward to play it! It was like gta and i sodamn love rpg games yo!! Oh welll!! Then i played my sims free play till like 4 plus:) (am btw!)

Went out on a lunch date wif weiwei, we didnt really ketchup much though cuz we met like 2 weeks ago! But we went on a mini retail theraphy! I wanted to get levis hw jeans but i cant find it and i think is still quite ex despite having some silly useless vouchers. In e end, i bought a braided sandals from the leather atrium and opi nail polishes! Actually, i wanted to get this 10 bucks sandals from leather atrium but it was nt of my size:( sadly, i paid 19.90 for that pair:( but is really pretty, and kinda easy to wear too! I love the strappy trappy design and the coolios marroony colour:) so now! I think i can officially throw away my old pmt sandals and braided sandals from
Boogis! Huat arhhh!! There was actually 4 mini bottles in this opi germany collection but i shared them wif weiwei, she took unfor-greta-bly blue and suzi&the 7 dusseldorfs!:) i love mine too! They are dont pretzel my buttons and nein nein nein ok fine! Teehee, sounds atasish! The colours are quite cool. Pastel pastel beigey and blackish greyish olivish <3 data-blogger-escaped-a="a" data-blogger-escaped-actually.="actually." data-blogger-escaped-and="and" data-blogger-escaped-be="be" data-blogger-escaped-birthdaycard.="birthdaycard." data-blogger-escaped-br="br" data-blogger-escaped-bty="bty" data-blogger-escaped-but="but" data-blogger-escaped-c="c" data-blogger-escaped-can="can" data-blogger-escaped-cant="cant" data-blogger-escaped-closer="closer" data-blogger-escaped-cuz="cuz" data-blogger-escaped-down="down" data-blogger-escaped-elton="elton" data-blogger-escaped-etc="etc" data-blogger-escaped-even="even" data-blogger-escaped-feel="feel" data-blogger-escaped-for="for" data-blogger-escaped-fufill="fufill" data-blogger-escaped-go="go" data-blogger-escaped-grow="grow" data-blogger-escaped-hope="hope" data-blogger-escaped-i="i" data-blogger-escaped-im="im" data-blogger-escaped-in="in" data-blogger-escaped-involve="involve" data-blogger-escaped-jus="jus" data-blogger-escaped-kw="kw" data-blogger-escaped-longer="longer" data-blogger-escaped-me="me" data-blogger-escaped-more="more" data-blogger-escaped-my="my" data-blogger-escaped-nails="nails" data-blogger-escaped-needed="needed" data-blogger-escaped-no="no" data-blogger-escaped-np="np" data-blogger-escaped-of="of" data-blogger-escaped-oh="oh" data-blogger-escaped-only="only" data-blogger-escaped-paint="paint" data-blogger-escaped-part="part" data-blogger-escaped-quite="quite" data-blogger-escaped-really="really" data-blogger-escaped-recent="recent" data-blogger-escaped-sad="sad" data-blogger-escaped-said="said" data-blogger-escaped-sem="sem" data-blogger-escaped-since="since" data-blogger-escaped-sir="sir" data-blogger-escaped-that="that" data-blogger-escaped-the="the" data-blogger-escaped-their="their" data-blogger-escaped-them.="them." data-blogger-escaped-them="them" data-blogger-escaped-they="they" data-blogger-escaped-think="think" data-blogger-escaped-this="this" data-blogger-escaped-though="though" data-blogger-escaped-to="to" data-blogger-escaped-use="use" data-blogger-escaped-wait="wait" data-blogger-escaped-wan="wan" data-blogger-escaped-wanna="wanna" data-blogger-escaped-wanted="wanted" data-blogger-escaped-wci="wci" data-blogger-escaped-welll.....="welll....." data-blogger-escaped-will="will" data-blogger-escaped-wishes="wishes">

Toodles!

Vulgarities-.-

I DETEST VULGARTIES! LIKE EVEN A MERE WTF, JUS THE INITIALS, I'LL STILL HATE THE PERSON TO THE CORE.

I understand that vulgarities is actually a form of expression, a word, a statement that people uses it to express their anger, a casual remark which means no harm. However, is like super low class, cheap, deceitful, disgusting word to me. Eg.

A: WHAT THE F ARE YOU DOING! YOU ARE SO F UP. FKING NONSENSE. F KING DUN UNDERSTAND U.

B: WHAT ARE YOU DOING! YOU ARE RIDICULOUS AND NONSENSICAL. I CANNOT UNDERSTAND U ANYMORE!

If one were to scold u, which statement sounds more harsher and hurtful? Obv A. OKAY. prolly a minority would feel that both statements have no diff and they meant the same. I respect that too. But in my perspective , both are worlds apart. I google on the word "vulgarity", it means quality of lacking taste and refinement. Im not saying im damn atas and refine, im rough and rowdy. However, i myself dont use vulgarities, unless im really really pissed or i'll say them in my heart. I can count the number of times i used vulgars in my whole 17 years on mother earth!

I hv friends who often casually remark vulgarities, i would be disgusted and caution them nt to do it again. Is like a form of respect, and especially im
A gal, i jus feel so uneasy woth such words. OKAY. prolly some ppl feel that since its just a casual remark so nobody would feel offended since its "casual", nt on purpose. But imagine one casually saying to his superiors "HEY BOSS! FU!" OKAY. now some may feel that obv majority of the ppl will nt use vulgarities in his bosses' face. Well, so now think, why wouldnt u wanna use them in ur bosses' face? Cuz is rude an disgusting right? Im not trying to prove and show tht ppl who uses vulgarities are of no class.

This friend of mine, is solely the person who uses vulgarities to scold me for silly mistakes. He often pms and feels that im always in the wrong and there was once when we argued he bombed vulgartieis at me and i was so piss and i argued my way thru without any vulgarities. In the process, he was like actually that statement, it meant to be a joke. Fine-.- childish guys. Today, he make a hell load of noise again jus bcuz i said "cuz u fail ur phy" on twitter. It meant as a joke too. It was kinda like teasing. And he replied my tweet with like a chunk of words filled with anger and i jus replied bang! With my emoji gun! Oh wateva, the ordeal begin. He started saying i was nt serious, i did nt treasure my friendship, and loads more bullshit that was peppered wif vulgarities. What is he trying to prove. He can joke, and i cant? I told many of my friends abt this. I mean i screenshot my convos so they also kinda hear his side of the story. AND THEY AGREEE WIF ME
HE IS PMS ING. Anyway, its also
Nt the first time he pms, he did this to many ppl, i mean like, many ppl suffered the same fate as me but i think with lesser vulgarities so i guesss is nt really my problem. I have nt faced this kind of retarded issues so yup! He argued that why i had to say that statement when his promos are nearing , and in my mind i was like wts? He and this other guy also made a very harsh statement like 2 hrs before my blaw test while i was on the bus otw to sch, and i teared cuz i was super scared. Like seriously..... I got over it and jus casually scolded them after i found out like 20 mins after and everything was fine. Seriously....

My stand is simply I HATE VULGARITIES AND WILL CAUTIONED PPL WHO USES THEM" since this ordeal occured today, i needed to really vent out my frustration on vulgarties or else i would definitely get depression:(
If any part of my post offended anyone out there, pls pardon me as my vocab is limited and my el is poor.

Kewl! Kewl! KEWWWWWLLLLLL

Jolyn went to isetan today after my dental appt! Went to buy kaixin's burfday gift:) it was this pretty pretty atas looking donald duck notebook:) there are like 10 designs in it:) and all the designs looks super kewt and pretty! Actually there was this baby mickey version but the sides were tattered and mehmehmeh so yup! it was not a feasible gift for kaixin! So my dad when to queue and paid while i continued shopping at the cheelen's sections:) AND I FOUND SYLVANIAN FAMILIES!

Poor little chicky trapped in the cage:(

Coolios triple decker bed!  So quaint and kewt! There were actually small little details at the side of the bed!

This was the first furniture that cuaght my eye! wooood <3

HAHAH KEWL LITTLE BALDIES

XIAO HEI IS SO EXTRA! HAHAH

BUNNY WUNNY ON THE BIKEY!

SO LATELY I HAVE BEEN STAYING UP SUPER LATE TO PLAY SIMS( SIMS FREE PLAY ON IPHONE) I always "fast forward" the time by changing the dates on my iphone calendar, is a kind of cheat! This way, my sims wil earn more money. I get so eggcited abt the whole process and I cant wait for my kewt little toddlers to grow:)

 

 

toodles<3

mini birthday celerbration 3

Went to thomson to meet my pretty kaixin and sarah weiqi tan! <3 Ketchup with them abt alot alot of stuffs! it has been ages since I met them, especially kaixin!! Kaixin gave me this pweety pweety lime green card:) The envelope was folded into this super kewt heart shape:) Her birthday is coming soon! gonna mail her, her bdae card! hope she likes ittt <3 We went to habitat coffee cafe! The place is super quaint and kewl! love the atmosphere like mad, theres like this tiny stairs that leads up to another platform and tada! my lovelies were there, i didnt really expect them to give me any surprises though, but zooweemama! after our pasta, there came a piece of rum oreo-cheesey cakey with a kewl little red candle floating ( NOT REALLY FLOATING, THIS GUY CARRIED IT TO OUR TABLE) and hahahaha, they sang happy birthday, but it wasnt really complete cuz I gave this look and they thought I felt awkward so they stopped singing, but actually i was damn shocked. I think this is like the first celebration that was super duper unexpected. As in, I had many suprises in the past birthday celerbations too, but i kinda expected, and my 6th sense tells me smth will cfm chop happen!

Yup and we ketchuped abt our future trip to thailand, kaixin f21 loots etc. Oh and I was quite sad today in the pm, like really very mehhh:(

I offered to help munchin to choose her timetable since she was in penang. okay chop chop curry pork, shall just say the gist of the situation. Actually, mc was in tb26, i alr help her in my computer a, and my computer b was loading so slowly, so in e end i was not in tb26 and when i refresh there was no tb26, so yup, i was panicking balbla, plus my mum suddenly called the house phone, then my iphone, like wts, i alr told her im gonna choose class at that timing, and she called, okay prolly she just old and forgetful, but yup, that added and accumulated my stress level, then wadsapp buzzzz, cuz everybody was like asking so how wassit? and im like shit, wad to do, my poly class in sem 1 is alr super sucky and I was damn scared history would repeat, but in e end, mc became same class as me tb25 cuz i was careless and blur and irresponsible, i forgot to loggout of her acc and assumed her acc was mine, ahya cant b bothered to say it in detail cuz i have alr repeated wad happened to like 1000 ppl alr, so yeah, now im feeling damn guilty, although is not my fault, cuz i doublt mc will get in to her 26 even if she in penang cuz her network is lousy pork, but yeah... I should be responsible for my own actions la, is like values, and yeah...

shortly after, went to xyz house to download sleeping dog:O HAHAHA, yeah, instead, i brought my lousier com so he told me the game was not suitable for it, only my fujitsu can install it, it wasnt a wasted trip though, cuz we ketchuped alot, like 2 hr plus plus and i repeated my silly mistake i did, kinda make me felt better telling many ppl about it, but it didnt really lessen my guilt though. and kiefer jus told me he got into food trail.. MEHHHHHHHHHHHH :( I got into nothing but a pile of mess

mini birthday celebration 2

 

Yup! above is my new wallpaper for my desktop, Im gonna make a point to source for pretty new, refreshing peektures to brighten my desktop wallpaper and motivate myself to study:) so pweety right! the rainbowish, gradient, colours:)

and the first and second pic! looks so quaint and cozy:) is definitely one place i wanna go for my honeymoon:) or my dream:( it would definitely be lovely if i have such a pretty shop too:) like a boutique, oh anyway, kinda got the feel to design clothes and source for my manufacturers and sell pretty clothes and vintagey, cute items in my boutique:)

so today, had mini celeration 2 wif np peeps(THE FIRST ONE WAS WIF JL, JIAMIN AND THE RESTS AT SWENSENS, BUT THEY SAID IT WASNT A CELERBRATION SINCE THEY DID NOT PREPARE ANY CARDS OR RPESENTS BUT THERE WAS A MINI BAG OF GUMMIES AND CHOCOS FOR ME:) CUZ THEY WANTED TO CHEER ME UP CUZ THAT DAY I WAS DAMNS SAD FOR MY PIANO:( ) SOOO!:) javier was there too, though he is not from beatty, but since he was kinda our friend and elton's bro, so yup! he came! is not very awkward though:) I think everyone did not "not welcome" him or felt any "awkwardness" with him, so yup! and didn knw he was sec 5:O didnt expect these boys to do a card for me, like yeah, literally.. quite shocked to c a card:) cuz boys are like mehmehmeh, esp these bunch of np kids! teehee. we went for shabushabu at bugis, we did not order drinks so we craved for their watermelon like siao till the chef decided to just give us 2 plates of watermelon to save the hassle. 

anyway, I reached early, so i did a retail theraphy by myself at bugis street! holy mama, so many beautiful stuffs only at the last hour:( but I bought a mint chiffon top at only 12!:) quite pretty but yeah.. wanted to buy this hight cut flare pleated top but it was 23:( and lvl 1 really sell damn chio and super duper cheap clothes, I think I will start off wif lvl1 first during my nx trip:) oh btw, lvl 3 kinda sux!

IDIDNTFAILPOA

soooo munchin, kiefer and I played the rank the ppl game ytd, it was so damn funny, come to think of it, I have nt seen/made any kewt friends in ngee ann yet, hmmmmm... oh! and I watched poseidon on funshion, ohmygawd, it was damn naice and the dad sacrificed for his daughter, can feel the love yo! and i kinda dao my ec. and ohmyshit,  i daoed him for like 1 hr plusplus, and he replied ko to me. HAHAHAHA. OKAY. THIS IS DAMN LAME

so i woke up at 7 today, results are gonna be released at 8. so i tried to sleep again, so yeah! at 8 i went to npal, is much better then wad i expected, i expected like a 2. 1 plus for my gpa, but yahoooo, i got a 3.0, but is not really fantastic, actually is damn lousy, but im quite contented, gonna mug and be like a nerd next sem and following sems:) and i tot im gonna fail miec or blaw too, but yay! i didnt. so since im not gonna have a screwed timetable, i decided to retake my grade8 piano:( yeah:( but. YEAH!:)

went for np today, it was still fun, but i think the cadets kinda quite friend wif me, or they abit gonggong, like i was asking C, what is he doing? is he coaching W? then he was like, nope, im looking at W, then K was like yeah! he eye powering, then C said yeah! eye power, so i was like so wad do u think you can do now, is eye powering useful? then he was like there was no instructions, then I went to look for CL so CL was like yup, he teaching him, and now we doing ten guy loop(smth like this), seriously.... hello! C is like eye powering and the correct and model "answer" is to prac his tent guy loops since he is not helping R, mehhh...  prolly peeps might think Im trying to gl cadets or being damn ridiculous but this is definitely not my behaviour/attitude if my CI is gonna question me, and i dun rmbering eye powering this cc lessons, i kept on prac and prac cuz i was damn scared i cannot get the hang of it, and so did the rest of my squadmates, ohwell, kids nowadays,

 prolly this is  bcuz either my el is damn poor, or they just trying to be funny, but somewhat guangliang sometimes dun get wad im trying to say so prolly gonna work on my language and built up some confidence! yay! but parade was quite screwed today i think, and mm did not want to address any issue though, i was quite disappointed cuz i tot he would definitely motivate and push our CL s, cuz when i was a cadet, he never fails to inspire me and make me feel that YEAH! I NEED TO PUSH AND STRETCH MYSELF!

went to coach P on his drills today, actually i think he has alot of potentail even though he skipped np for months/years, but he still can rmb many basic drills which really shows that he has some "xiao chong ming", yup, and he is quite a fast learner too, and at least he shows me some respect.... nope, not some, is alot.

pon np dinner with the ci's today, also dk why but felt that i need some retail therapy.... teeheehee:)

exams

I failed my piano exam. i kinda expected it but im really very sad about it cuz i know i really practiced and practiced and practiced and practiced until there s no end. and i got a super bad feeling that i will fail my poa and have to re take my module. Endless tears just keeps trickling down and trickling down like non stop. supposedly had a dinez date with my friends today but i just cancelled it, i think im gonna sulk for a year again. so many freaking things happen this year, if you think positively, they are very very good stepping stones for me to grow and mature, but if you think negatively, they are just pieces of shitz that pile up that make you depress like shit. im taught and mould to think positively but I just can help thinking the negative side, trying my best to hold back my tears and all, but I just cant stop feeling ashame of myself. I feel so damn freaking guilty towards my parents and my piano teacher, piano is sooo damn freaking expensive and like think my dad just throwed like 10k plus into the sea for only my grade 8 exam, and my teacher... yeah.. and so many people knew i took piano exam and then if i told them i failed, is like ...

anyway, the shit feeling im having now, is not the first time, psle, olevels, sam. yeah, it happened thrice. Now, the feeling is somewhat numb now and i just cant wait to leave this freaking earth.

Np chalet ftw

Jus came back from np chalet! We had games stations and i was one of the ic. I kinda make a boohoo bytelling a grp that my station was one instead of 2! So yup partly kinda screwed cuz of me i think:( ohwelllllll. But it was fun still! But i was alr quite dampen when setting up cuz i was to guard this silly boxes of drinks at this bench and stoned there for hrs. Plus my phone low batt so i cannt waste it! And i think ggl cant really work under stress, as in he is a good leader but he will b quite impatient and sometimes will like do silly things like asking me to guard the drinks which he can mayb set up the drinks station last so we have more manpower and it will be more productive and efficient in setting up the rest lf the stations, and he was quite angsty wif jh, so yeah..

Then tc came, lol. Everybody outcasted the slacker, whole time he wanted ppl to buy alcohol and drink and it was so freaking ex. Like 1 220 ml johnny walker redlabel cuz like 40 plus bucks, bt some donkies still bought and shared wif him and ofc i coped! He bot like 3 bottles! But ae mixed in wif coke, jus that the last bottle. Almost half of it we drank it pure. Then he keep saying we nt steady blablabla, other chalets they will drink like siao, but hello, there s cadets here and is like an npcc event. Stewpid ridiculous! But ohwell, kinda feel guilty for being so mean to him also.

Hahahah. Then we played silly games like fuzzy wuzzy and black magic. Luckily i wasnt the last person to figure out the tactic! Hahaha heng zx came! And zx has ec siolllll! And N was at the chalet too and I was shouting at thetop of my voice" WAAA ZX HAS EC!" lolololol

And then there s ronald, he kinda pissed me off at times, cuz i was wearing fbts, i had no pockets and his berms had like big pockets so i aske him to help me keep it. And then he will b like walau ur cover so dirty and sticky... Then was oh sam wont call u meh? Then everybody gave him the walau look, i think he just trying to be funny lor. But yeah he should learn to use words properly, but anyway, he was quite brooder to acc till quite late cuz he actually wanted to go home early!:) And it was damn awkward wen ggl said that we forever fighting non stop! Like mehhhh...he has ktt!

Tmt was there too! Then yeah! Kept gl ing me. Oh! And we played the chilli chilli thing again! Those ol days! But it was just a short while. Luckily there were nt much cadets and laojiao were at the other side of the chalet so heng! Ahahja and i think he was the mastermind of singing a birthday song for me! It was quite heartening to c
All nco 10/11 tgt under the moon lit, clapping and talking abt stewpid things! And ls even used his feet to
Clap! HAAHAHAHHA!

Jeffrey came! Actually he didnt wanna stay too! But haahhaha i pushed
Him and pleaded him for extension! And he was damn naice! He baked oreo cheesecake and helped us cook! He was suppose to lax and let cadets cook now but i think the cadets like mixed up the tongs and didnt really knw hw to bbq so he quite welfare us yo! Kinda feel guilty for nt givin him
Much attention too! HAHAHA but yeah! Too bad! I ren yuan tai hao! No time
To ketchup wif each and everyone! I really enjoyed the time! The gathering made me feel closer and attached to my squad as well as wanting to push myself to further limits! Anyway, benson taught me many tactics abt dealing wif cadets and many softskills' i kinda didnt really thought well of him
When i was a cadet but today, i gradually started to respect him
As a ci! NPCC FTW

TOODLES!

A mini Date with Jolyn

Today i had an impromptu date with myself! Yup, so, i went to sell this jansport bag to a girl, cuz i think jansport is too common now, so i dunn wanna be the same! I wanna be OUTSTANDING, DIFFERENT! YOU KNOW! So i decided to head to plaza sing and basked in the lovely daiso and spotlight!
ATdaiso! I purchased more fabric tapes:) but i bot the wrong lacedesigned so prolly need to go back soon so i can finish furnishing thy roomie!

AtSpotlight! I had a lovely time there! I was amazed, awed, excited all the time. Those little trincklets! They even sell costumes and this very kewt police badges which made me thought of np! Yeah! And they had an array of costumes, fairy like, piratey like, nun like, etc. i was like prancing on every single object in the shop. And at the wood section, i had many inspirations for birthday presents for my friends! Like there was this wooden tissue box, and this wooden drawers, and as i was surrounded by so many arty farty stuffs, i can deco them! Im sure these lucky friends will beere sooo happy! Since im like so pro at art! And yeah!

Ohgosh! THE SCRAPBOOK SECTION WAS FANTISTIC AND AMAZING! i was actually pondering over if i should purchased this a5 size booklet then consist of many diff pweety papers. And they had very cool themes like smth smth gelato which looks pastelish, and vintagey kind and manh many more! It was 14.99! But i decided to abandon that thought so i can save
money to buy more clothesy!

And they even sell bears that you can diy on! I am so gonna buy it one day and dress him up! Yup! My bears are guys/gays:) no gals:)

And i decided to shop around therafter! And i chanced upon this vintageyshop! I actually walked past it and took a glimpse and then i turn around again and when back! So so so in loveee with that place! The atmosphere felt so happy, cheery, sweet! And the music reallysuited the whole vintgey environment. The music played katy perry fireworks song in a softer, slower tempo. The place was all woody!Y FAVOURITE! i practicallycan just lepak at that place all day long!

Since it was an arty farty day, i had to end of with an arty farty night! So! I worked on my room with my tapes! An decided to do some diy crotchety shorts! I snipped off this old long jeans! And yay! That jeans was highwaisted! I didnt knw too! It was giodarno brand actually and i didnt expect giodarno to be so hip to have hw jeans:) teehee! But only when i snipped it, that jeans really felt highwaisty like. But i sort of ruined it, cuz the crotchet inserts were not identical and had alot of differences:( but ohwell:( i actually wanted to wear that for tmrw s chalet but i think ppl is gonna judge since np ppl are less niang, still contemplating if i should report in fbt or jus some old denim shorts.. Hmmmmm...

And HAHAHAHA KINDER FEEL BAD FOR DAOING MADK! HAHAHA HOPE
HE C THIS! BUT HOOKARES! I THINK I FAIL AN SMS BUDDY. I EVEN DAOED MY EC. LOL. NOT IN A MOOD TO USE PHONE NOWADAYS!

TOODLES!