FIRST DAY OF SCH

First day of sch was still fine.. Ketchup with suhui when molly was away! But it was super duper awkward when molly reunited with her class at the end of her class, is like "lets have a class lunch", "class gathering". Like i felt that i was damn transparent ttm man, it was awkward max and i was signalling molly to gooo but ohwell she was too engrossed i i think. Although all of us are like acquainted but still feels awkward yo, cuz im nt even from their class, forcing urself into this grp is damn meh, i myself also hate ppl forcing into my grps so obv is a nono for me to force myself into their existence! Thank gawd for some eq:) oh well, if only thigs started differently in the beggining of poly... Suayyyy..But her class is really damn fun and bonded, oh memoriessss! Saw smoker and ketchup too! Then saw a few other aquaitances!

Decided to getway to some thrift stores but cuz my 3g was damn laggy, my batt was running low, and since i was texting weiwei, i decided to jio her to bugis! And got some lovely loots:$ a lacey lined crop, lovely earings( REELY LIKE THE VINTAGE LEAF, BUT SOMEHOW IS TOO OVERDRESS, AND THE LONDON SOLDIERS ONE IS DAMN KEWL TOO! I WANTED TO GT OWLS BUT IS TOO COMMON! HATE COMMON STUFFZ! AND THE NEON GREEN SHADE IS SUPER UNIQUE!!!! WAS ACTUALLY CONTEMPLATING THIS WIF ANOTHER PETALLED PASTEL EARING! )

Oh i bought tw sausage and some pancakes at bugis street too! That uncle was damb lao tiko. He kept flirting-.- oh god, stewpid, i mean like if is some damn good lookin ahbeng 8 wouldnt mind, but an uncle-.- ohwell, is buiz anyway, and it enhances one s life!

Was chatting wif weiwei on our rides to and fro, shared wif her many yolo stories! Come to think of it, my life is really a bore, thank god for frozen i had some yolo wishes fufilled, achievment unlocked! YAY! But then, is still not sufficient to satisfy my greed la! Lemme think of some interesting task:
1) prawning till damn late with kewties
2) explore a club
3) drink drink and more drinks
4) chalet wif kewties and naiceys
5) some reely cool parties( oh, comin up, rena s gonna have her 21st at my house, it is
Jus a coincidence, but i dont think it is gonna be a yolo one )
6) gt a job and find some kewties and naiceys.

Ohgod, i sound so disgusting and despo. Super brain dead. Screw it!
But somehow i feel that my ootd to sch today was damn cui, apparently ny hw shorts is super loose and i damn lazy to alter it. And tht top pairs better wif hw jeans:( ohwell, screw ittt. Oh! And my taobao stuffs came, the top looks lovely but i cut till the hw den was so super short. Had to sell it..... Making a lost of 10 bucks or so i think;( haishhh! NEED MONEY! >:(

THE LAS DAY OF MY HOLIDAY:(

Its the last day of my holiday today:( gonna start poly tmrw:) really suck, i think i still have like a few dreams i haven accomplished like some going with x and y and z etc.. :(

Went to play badminton today again! Glad that I toned some muscles and sweat it out! But oh gosh, I really smelt leh, even though during np/cibtc, we had alot of physical training and like running, but i didnt smelt as badly even though I was like a drenched chicken. But my goodness, I think I really stank, like not BO(DUH!) is like those sweaty smelly, I told my dad and asked him why I suddnly smelt so bad, he said wad my body has alot of toxi, food rotted, blabla, makes sense though! I haven shitted for like 1.5 days and I drank :) So should be ba! teeheehee But i felt damn cui and nua, luckily my dad sent me home, I was able to wash up and nua on the sofa. I was so damn lazy to comb my hair. TADA! UNKEMPT JOLYN WITH SOME SWAROSKI CRYSTALZ:

                                                              

and then I decided to do some braiding:) is like a the fringe there... mehh iphone cam suddenly suck

   

 

But before going for badminton, dropped by bugis awhile and was loitering at the kids section and chanced upon so many pretty and kewt bibs! Don't they look adorable and delicious, hahaha prolly, there will be like a "bibs" trend for  woman next time since peterpan collars etc. are so in trend now. haha, I hope I will have a daughter next time! Then I can decorate her like  a little princess:) and she is gonna have those kewt little voice and those silky moistured hair and oh! lovely kewt bangs:) YAY!

PWEETIES

PWEETY KEYPADS!
PWEETY HAIRTIES!

Cash and Reminisce

Have been spending quite alot lately, like okay god damn alot, i think amounted to 200 dollars for this 2 weeks :( went to like atas places for meals with my buds and spent like tons of money on clothes. Since im schooling in poly, clothes matters alot. There are like judgey eyes looking at you every second as one walk pass you. ( who don't judge, i mean i always do, secretly, inside me )

In poly, firstly, there's the nerds, the wannabes, the trying to not be nerd but damn fail kind, the high profilers and the in-between. If one falls in the "nerds" category, one is gonna be like a loner forever, one would not be able to taste true friendship and forge strong bonds with one's poly mates, and get gossiped all becuz of one's appearance. The worse thing that can happen in poly is eating alone/seating alone in class. Walking alone is fine cuz the campus is so big and one has different activities from the others. The awkwardness and loneliness if one is eating/seating alone is horrifying, is going to stay in you and your teenhood is gonna suck. OHGOD! I pray with all my heart I will not fall into that category!!!

Though I have been spending alot on clothes and stuffs but I always ensure that I get the cheapest chics:) These are some of the loots I got:

 My bottom is a suede highwaist paperbag cigar pants for like 10 bucks :O Holy mama, reseller claims is bnip, it smells brand newish too. The material is suede, super duper cool material, different from the typical jeansies.
My top is a slouch( IS 14 I THINK, BN TOO) , the blue is not the kind of "pasar malam" blue, is those vibrant blue kind yo, and the material is polyester, not the usual cotton/knit etc. For me, I don't go for the trend, I prefer designs or stuffs that are unusual, different, like a "subset" of the trend kind of thing ( DONT JUDGE )

Recently, I learnt of this philosophy, never regret your decisions as it has brought you where you are today, your decisions will always result to smth good thereafter. Yup, smth like that. I partially agree to this statement, and is somehow, a source of motivation and learning point for me. When I was in pri and sec, friends know me as a cheerful, happy gal. (  I GOT FEEDBACK FROM MANY THAT I AM CHEERY OKAY, EVEN MY REPORT BOOKS STATES SO, AND I HAD NICKS LIKE JOLLYBEAN?? LOL ).

Till poly,  i doubt so ( KELLY AND MOLLY DUN ASK ME ABOUT IT, THIS BLOG IS SUPPOSE TO BE PRIVATE YO ). I think thats why in many poly peektures, I cannot smile properly. I was able to take pictures with a natural laugh or smile in secondary school then now, currently... I remember vividly about the happy times I had back in Beatty <3 When I was in sec 1, I laughed at dm cuz he said smth so silly, i think is somthing related to swimming cuz before that we were all about to leave the class and head towards tpy swimming complex for our swimming module. He timed how long I laughed and it was like 18 minutes plusplus, obviously, the laughs had like short seconds breaks in between but cuz dm was so silly and retarded, I couldnt help laughing at him. When I was in sec 2, i tot my life sucked cuz i was in the worse express class, but nevertheless, the glory, the admiration, the new friendships, the attention i received was just sweettt <3 When I was in sec3, I tot my life sucked cuz many of my close friends were different class from me, but it didnt. Thank god for the bonds I forged in NP, the times we lepaked in NP room, the gossips, cooking mama, indoor cooking, the arguement, the nominal role, the whiteboard, the drawings, the debriefs will be etched deeply in my head. When I was in sec 4, I forged close friendships in my class, the doodles on each other's assesment books, the food, the dreams we shared was just unforgettable. Well, till now, poly still suck though, but it didnt suck as much as starting of the sem, my pov changed for the better after dj milk's food race <3 but nothing can be compared to secondary and primary school.

YOLO EVENING

WE DIDNT GT TO OVERTIME:( But we went to this mexican place. Actually the food was naice, it was this cheesy, shredded breast meaty, tomatoish, eggish wrap thingy. Jus that i felt bloated and it was slightly too spicy! HAD THIS BEERY! HENG I WAS ABLE TO TANK IT. I WANNA TRY THE MARNTINI KIND, LIKE NOT BEER. BUT THE ATAS COCKTAILS KIND. Kelly was emoing all the way:( while frozen and i were like toking gibberish. There were kinda a few awkward moments, but it was only for the split second cuz i felt brain dead! Prolly i was getting use to the drink i think. Yup then cabbed home wif frozen and oms! I reached home at like10-45? And my mum didnt nag!?:0 yay!
Frozen was like telling us abt hot gals and stuff. I mean they really look damn kewt and pweety and cant believe like they are his besties/ were tgt wif him before! TEEHEEHEE!

And kelly face was damn red after llike 15 mins? Lol and his drink was like smaller then mine? I think mine is the pint kind while his is the glass kind! HAHAHA LUCKILY MY FACE WAS LIKE RED for like 15 mins or so nia after like approx 2/3 of my pint! NV XIA SUAY MYSELF! HAHAHA YAY.

And lrh has sales:) i bought a silly tube which is like not on sale:( and this crop that looks damn cool and kewl!

LEOZ

OKAY NOW I GOT THE FEEL TO LIKE WRITE DOWN TRAITS FOR MY FUTURE HUBBY <3

1) MUST CAN SING( like damn kewl kind of voice, like the voice must man la, but must got the singable voice, like jason mraz! gt the deh deh voice. okay )
2) RICH ( at least have some money in the pocket, like don so bu yao qiu shang jing kind, ahhh! ambitious! and kacching kacching, cuz i wanna have a nice nice house, i wanna diy, i need ,money to fufill my dream, idw a house like plain plain colour, plain plain furniture, i want quirky quirky furniture, and splashes of paints everywhere! YAY )
3) GOT THE LOOKS ( like dont so ugly, like above average, although i not damn chio, but i think i also not damn ugly, oh wateva, ya! so mus got the looks or else i will be damn mehmeh everyday )
4) BUFFFFFFFFFFF <3 ( old alr get fat and baldy i dont care, but must buffbuff until like 40 years old?? HAHAHAH yay! like dun buff until like some monster, idw damn bulging kind, oh and the chest dun bulging like siao also, like a minus minus cup will do, bulgy monsters are damn scary )
5) FUNNY ( mus same channel as me ofc, mus got the mo qi thingy! yay )

alright thats about it:)



so! ytd, i went for a bbq with molly, damn sad:( didnt eat alot leh, wasted my 12 bucks, but the company was damn good la. like everybody was quite funny and same channel too! we played chucky chucky but quite fail:( mehhh. but damn sad, i needa leave early:( haish, stewpid curfew, woes of a single child. the place was damn pretty! it looked like some damn atas villas, although it was just a condo, but it was like houses being fenced up kind, called lambridge i think. hahahaha and then kiefer is being know as saifer, ahahah, thats like one of the funny part too. then, i cabbed home wif huiqin, molly and lionel home:) 7.50 leh

ohbefore that, molly came to my house, time really flies man, then we made sphagetti and sushi, like the popping candies kind, but is not eatable, but it was damn fun and we made quite a mess, hahaahha and we just anyhow diy-ed our sushi, and there was like damn kewt utensils, like there was a rice cooker? lol, to make the rice etc. we went to my favourite playground, had macs, and soaked our legs in the kiddy pool! then stalked classmates then off to bbq!

MBS WITH MC AND JULIE

YTD I WENT OUT WIF MOLLY MUNCHIN AND JULIE! IT WAS KINDA FUN BUT  MC FELT SIAN LIKE HALF WAY THRU OUR SO YA LOR.

I was feeling rather lethargic too, and slightly awkward cuz previously, julie was jelly abt this and that, and ya lor.. so I didnt really speak much but it was still okay la, and shit man, i think i look damn fat in some peektures, really need to tone my meat, and cut down, later ppl judge or smth. And luckily, there were like a few pictures that I smiled properly so quite heng also, not all ku siao kind.

AND WE WENT DIN TAI FUNG, HAHAHA AND IT WAS MY FIRST TIME EATING XIAO LONG BAO IN THAT PLACE. luckily the soup was not the burny tonguey kind, the food was good, but kinda pricey:(

then we went to clark quay and had turkish iscream! yummy dummy! is like chewy dewy kind and quite soft, i really like the atmosphere there, got the night life feel, dont even feel like spore, don have the hectic, busy, chaotic atmosphere like the city. Cant wait for nx yr when im 18, then I can guang ming zheng da enter into pubs and YOLOOOOO! There is like fountains, mini shops, dark pubs, the feel is like just so there.

Then julie gave me and munchin angry bird mooncake, she said she gave us the last 2 pieces and she didnt leave any for herself to taste it! Quite touched though :) It looks really really kewt and is snowskin! so yay! but mine i think was egg yolky bits feeling:(

following then, i had a ketchupy, h2h talk with my dearest sasa:) cuz i saw a tan on the train! ahhahaha and yup, frozen also told me many stories abt a tan! Really miss her alot:( and feel quite sad for her, like her probs, her bro, her mum and all, really want to help her alot, be it emotionally, or the money-kind, I will lend her a hand la! But as usual, she is stilll doing well, quite proud of her:) But she has quite high expectations of herself, she wants to get those h3 subs to gt scholarships, hopefully she gets it and don't put so much stress on herself, and hope zac takes good care of her too:) YAY!